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By the fourth day of his incarceration autophagy has begun to set in. Hannibal has always enjoyed the concept of it, even while suffering through: the ouroboros inevitability of eating oneself.
Hannibal, the first week in prison.
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This was written back in 2009 for the (sadly now defunct) Kamikaze Remix, reposted at a request. Original fic by roque_clasique, which I couldn’t find a link to but here is their LJ & they are wonderful.
Anyway, here is Five Times Dean Gets High
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Home I'll Never Be by essenceofmeanin for hansbekhart
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Agent Carter (TV)
17 Jun 2015
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Natasha tilts her head, trying to catch his eye. "Not sure what exactly you're going to do with all these lessons, though."
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The details of the case never mattered, Sam decides later. Like how or who you lost your virginity to never matters. Just because you’ll remember it for the rest of your life doesn’t mean it meansanything.
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Dean Winchester and Castiel don't manage to stop the apocalypse, but they do find God. In reward, God gives Dean a new beginning, a new life. He is reborn in 1979 into a normal life with his parents, John and Mary Winchester and later, his brother Sammy. Life isn't perfect - Dean is plagued by nightmares, panic attacks and memories he doesn't know are his own.
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Secondhand Source by elise_509
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Jul 2015
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Bucky has twisted their friendship into this strange, dangerous thing without Steve’s knowledge or consent. He should stop before it’s too late, but as long as Steve keeps bringing men home, Bucky can’t.
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17 Sep 2026
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A Ghost Should Be So Practical by elise_509
Fandoms: X-Men (Movies), The Avengers (2012), Captain America (2011), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Jun 2012
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Logan doesn’t hear what happened to Steve until they find him in the ice 70 years later.
By then, Steve’s just Captain America to him, and Captain America doesn’t mean a thing to Wolverine.
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16 Sep 2026
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Brick by Brick by Ponderosa (ponderosa121) for macabre
Fandoms: X-Men (Movies), X-Men - All Media Types
09 Dec 2012
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At his family's yearly retreat in the mountains, Charles takes an interest in the new groundskeeper.
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18 Aug 2026
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Bullets couldn’t really do anything to Logan.
Wade knew that. Wade, more than anyone, knew that.
“I’ll count us down one more time, sweetheart.”
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08 Aug 2026
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Set the City on Fire by punk_rock_yuppie
Fandoms: Deadpool (Movieverse), Wolverine (Movies)
07 Sep 2024
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Hard to yell with the barrel in your mouth
Or, Logan facefucks Wade with those golden Desert Eagles.
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02 Jul 2026