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Ohyul silently carries the burden of a leader while hiding his own exhaustion. During their HITC Los Angeles schedule, mounting stress pushes him to his breaking point. Ryul, his closest bandmate, confronts him for shutting everyone out and trusting an old friend more than those who stand beside him every day. Faced with Ryul's honesty and unwavering care, Ohyul finally lets his walls crumble, allowing himself to cry and accept comfort. In Ryul's embrace, he realizes that vulnerability is not weakness, but the first step toward trust, healing, and finding peace.
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18 Aug 2026
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'“No, fuck you, I’m serious, Ryulie!” Ohyul turns to face him, genuine worry marring his otherwise perfect face. Ohyul is unnervingly pretty, like one of those Chinese porcelain dolls kept inside glass displays outside antique stores that Ryul was never allowed to touch as a kid. “You wouldn’t get it, you’re straight. But there’s like a legit shortage of fuckable men in this town.”'
Or the one where Ohyul and Ryul are college roommates and Ryul is very much straight and doesn't get jealous when his gay best friend Ohyul sleeps with men. Yep.
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18 Aug 2026
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Ryul has a habit. Now, Ohyul is no doctor, but he seems to have an idea of a way to substitute his stress reliever. Ohyul suggests that he help Ryul in a way, by letting Ryul depend on him more. At first, his small research stumbled upon a post suggesting he replace the cigarette itself. He just didn't know that this so-called solution could become so addictive.
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29 Jun 2026
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"Fuck, my keyboard.. shit shit shit," he grumbles as he wipes furiously at the keyboard, praying to God that it still works and promising he'll never masturbate to anything near it if his keyboard survived this.
Ryul, his boyfriend and his boyfriend's best friend.
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29 Jun 2026
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Don’t hate too much, they say. The line between hate and love is as thin as tissue paper.
The mutual hatred between Kim Ryul and Kwon Ohyul reached its peak in their final semester of college. Unfortunately, a mix of alcohol, a bet, and wounded pride turned that hatred into something far more binding.
If it was truly hate, then nothing should have changed, right?
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- Part 1 of Live and Let - (Eng)
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29 Jun 2026