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Silent Poem (Not So Silent) by onetreefarm
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
24 Nov 2025
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He smiles against your lips, a wicked smile. “What do you mean?” His lips find your neck, his fingers dancing over the waistband of your shorts, “I’m taking…” He presses them to your jaw, as his fingers slide further. “Advantage…” His hand slides up your back to the back of your head and he pulls you in for another kiss, pulling away just enough to smile against your lips, “...of the situation?”
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My interpretation of what's really going on in Silent Poem.
Bookmarked by esterbay
09 Sep 2026
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a kindness you can't afford by venerette
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
06 Dec 2025
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Newly aware of his heart’s existence, Zayne endures its sinking. You’ll recognise him as you once did, remind him of what he is not. A rejection he'll spend a year pruning and shaping until it appears a mere misunderstanding.
“Zayne?”
“Yes.” He’s practiced for this and will not be a coward.
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Dawnbreaker wakes up in Zayne's body, and ... consciousness does not equal conscientiousness. (He might, maybe, not be in the best headspace for interacting with his literal dream woman.)
Bookmarked by esterbay
09 Sep 2026
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holy shit going from dbzayne to drzayne at the end messed up my brain i still don't know where one ends and the other began. i love this story, i love dbzayne and all his messed upness..
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You never gave a warning sign (I gave so many signs) by OrphicMeliora
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
14 Jan 2026
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“Well,” he said, voice low, unreadable, almost teasing. “This is a surprise.”
You swallowed the knot in your throat and turned around, not because you wanted to face him—but because the weight of his presence demanded it.
“Not really,” you tried to sound breezy. Light. Detached. “I was just dropping something off—”
Click.
The sound of the lock sliding into place was too deliberate. Too calm.
Zayne shrugged off his lab coat. The stark white fabric fell in slow motion over the back of the chair, and then he rolled his shoulders—tight, tired, tense. You watched his fingers unbutton his cuffs, rolling up his sleeves slowly, with practiced ease.
Curtains drawn. Room dimming. Silence folding over itself.
“I sincerely hope,” he murmured as he walked toward you, past you, pulling each curtain shut until the room felt private, secretive—dangerous, “it’s not another envelope.”
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An arranged marriage built on silence unravels into a love loud enough to echo—where a repressed heart finally claims what was always his.
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Blackbird by wanderwithme (wanderlustt)
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
09 Nov 2024
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“You’re allowed to hang out with your other friends,” you say.
You’re being indirect about it and his read on you is instantaneous. As he considers the question—and subtext to some extent—he stares at you with a pitying look on his face. “Do you really care that much about what other people think?”
It’s hard to look him in the eye when he’s being so direct. “Yes.”
“I like hanging out with you,” he says simply.
Bookmarked by esterbay
02 Sep 2026
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truly one of the most beautiful reads I've ever had the pleasure of coming across, wow.
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After five years with Dr. Zayne Li, you’re left questioning what love really means. Now, an unexpected accident brings you back to the hospital, and you’re face-to-face with the man who walked away.
Bookmarked by esterbay
28 Jul 2026