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Silent Poem (Not So Silent) by onetreefarm
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
24 Nov 2025
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He smiles against your lips, a wicked smile. “What do you mean?” His lips find your neck, his fingers dancing over the waistband of your shorts, “I’m taking…” He presses them to your jaw, as his fingers slide further. “Advantage…” His hand slides up your back to the back of your head and he pulls you in for another kiss, pulling away just enough to smile against your lips, “...of the situation?”
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My interpretation of what's really going on in Silent Poem.
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09 Sep 2026
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a kindness you can't afford by venerette
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
06 Dec 2025
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Newly aware of his heart’s existence, Zayne endures its sinking. You’ll recognise him as you once did, remind him of what he is not. A rejection he'll spend a year pruning and shaping until it appears a mere misunderstanding.
“Zayne?”
“Yes.” He’s practiced for this and will not be a coward.
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Dawnbreaker wakes up in Zayne's body, and ... consciousness does not equal conscientiousness. (He might, maybe, not be in the best headspace for interacting with his literal dream woman.)
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09 Sep 2026
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holy shit going from dbzayne to drzayne at the end messed up my brain i still don't know where one ends and the other began. i love this story, i love dbzayne and all his messed upness..
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You never gave a warning sign (I gave so many signs) by OrphicMeliora
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
14 Jan 2026
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“Well,” he said, voice low, unreadable, almost teasing. “This is a surprise.”
You swallowed the knot in your throat and turned around, not because you wanted to face him—but because the weight of his presence demanded it.
“Not really,” you tried to sound breezy. Light. Detached. “I was just dropping something off—”
Click.
The sound of the lock sliding into place was too deliberate. Too calm.
Zayne shrugged off his lab coat. The stark white fabric fell in slow motion over the back of the chair, and then he rolled his shoulders—tight, tired, tense. You watched his fingers unbutton his cuffs, rolling up his sleeves slowly, with practiced ease.
Curtains drawn. Room dimming. Silence folding over itself.
“I sincerely hope,” he murmured as he walked toward you, past you, pulling each curtain shut until the room felt private, secretive—dangerous, “it’s not another envelope.”
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An arranged marriage built on silence unravels into a love loud enough to echo—where a repressed heart finally claims what was always his.
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Blackbird by wanderwithme (wanderlustt)
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
09 Nov 2024
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“You’re allowed to hang out with your other friends,” you say.
You’re being indirect about it and his read on you is instantaneous. As he considers the question—and subtext to some extent—he stares at you with a pitying look on his face. “Do you really care that much about what other people think?”
It’s hard to look him in the eye when he’s being so direct. “Yes.”
“I like hanging out with you,” he says simply.
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02 Sep 2026
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truly one of the most beautiful reads I've ever had the pleasure of coming across, wow.
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After five years with Dr. Zayne Li, you’re left questioning what love really means. Now, an unexpected accident brings you back to the hospital, and you’re face-to-face with the man who walked away.
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28 Jul 2026
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You don’t know how to describe the look on Caleb’s face. It’s not disgusted, or even appalled. But it’s certainly not eager, either. You think you might catch a little restraint if you squint. But from what?
When he says your name it’s slow, and deliberate, and it thrums deep in your chest, in the pit of your heart. “What’re you saying, exactly?”
Your fingers curl into his blankets, nails snagging on the fabric. Bite. The bullet. “Look, I’m just saying—I’m saying that if. If I had to find out with somebody. You’d be that somebody. I guess. All right? Okay? Is that so awful?”
Or: Maybe you shouldn't have asked Caleb if he's still a virgin.
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30 Jun 2026
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Dirty Shave by Chaos-in-Deepspace (The_Chaotic_Rabbit) for ians_carer
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
15 Aug 2024
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You and Zayne were just relaxing in the shower together when you felt the stubble on his face. An innocent request to shave his face results in you sitting on his lap, teasing him until he's desperate and needy.
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Based off Hidden Motive however I started writing this before the card released so really it's just MC shaving his face and then fucking him. It doesn't follow the plot of the card so you can read it without needing to see the original.
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25 Mar 2026
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your creature, my creature by smoochable
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
09 Mar 2026
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After unexpectedly crossing paths with Zayne's former girlfriend, you attempt to work out your feelings. He takes matters into his own hands.
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19 Mar 2026
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stray by Hanji_is_life
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
17 Aug 2025
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Toji finds himself hitchhiking one night after a job goes wrong. when you come along, he doesn't think he should take the ride. but you're so sweet and kind; what's there to be afraid of?
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- Part 1 of hitchhikers guide to getting railed
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23 Feb 2026
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Dawnbreaker finally gets to meet the girl he keeps dreaming of through the eyes of his counterpart.
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19 Nov 2025
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Infidelity by Tawus
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
23 Jul 2022
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Your marriage to Gojo Satoru lost its initial excitement, since your husband spent all his time either at Jujutsu Tech or on exorcism missions across the world. To ease your loneliness, you picked up your favorite pastime from your student years — clubbing — behind his back. Too bad that on Satoru’s most recent mission he spots his wife dancing in a nightclub with a bunch of guys in the skimpiest dress he has ever seen on her…
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- Part 1 of Infidelity
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- 27/27
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08 Nov 2025
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After a lot of persuasion, Aki finally learns to take what he wants.
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- Part 3 of bluebird
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10 Oct 2025
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You never expected your quiet friendship with Zayne—the cold, brilliant cardiac surgeon—to spiral into something that burned beneath your skin. Between long shifts, cold coffee, and fleeting moments, you tried to ignore the pull between you two. But life was hard, and desire was harder to suppress. Filming yourself became your secret escape. You never thought he’d find your videos. You never thought he’d watch. And when the truth breaks free, so does everything between you.
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30 Sep 2025
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21 Sep 2025
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Say Yes to Heaven, Say Yes to Me by Mooglepaws
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
07 Apr 2025
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Caleb has always been her best friend—her “Gege”—raised together as adopted siblings. But one drunken night nearly changed everything, and her whispered confession at his graduation only made things worse.
She’s spent the last six months avoiding him. But now, she’s boarding a train straight to his world, staying in his room, in his bed—and Caleb is done waiting. He’s ready to prove that he’s always been hers, just as she’s always been his. And nothing about his intentions are familial.
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- Part 1 of Apple Adventures
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- 8/8
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08 Sep 2025
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Power Trip by CreaseEvans
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
21 Feb 2025
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Toji isn't a bad man, but he can be. You tend to bring that out in him.
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- Part 2 of Shameful & Unholy
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22 Aug 2025
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We Will Blame the Grand Imperial Amphibian for This by GlitterFix
Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu
13 Oct 2025
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After Maomao serves as a medical attendant at the birth of Basen and Lishu's baby, a shift begins to happen inside of her that changes how she feels about herself as a woman, and about Jinshi as a man. Meanwhile, the prince remains far away and blissfully unaware that his cat is in heat and the emperor, due to an error in understanding, believes that Maomao is already pregnant and decides the right thing for him to do is to reveal this information to the head of the La clan so they might quietly find a way to cover for an unplanned pregnancy that doesn't exist.
Chapter 12: Family Talk
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07 Aug 2025
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A Duke's Silence by astarry_moon, zaynessbeloved
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
25 May 2025
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The Ton called him cold. Distant. Impossibly composed. The kind of man you should never try to love because he would never love you back.
You believed that, too. Until you didn’t.
You weren’t the type to be tamed. You were too bold, way too curious and too free-spirited for the quiet fate society carved for you. But when your path crossed with the enigmatic Duke of Ashbourne, everything began to unravel slowly—your expectations, your composure, and eventually, your heart.
He was a man no one understood—not even you, not at first. But behind the silence he carried was something raw and aching, something that burned just for you. And once you saw it, once you touched it, there was no turning back.
Together, you didn’t just defy society and its expectations—you rewrote them. One stolen glance at a time.
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- Part 2 of Regency Era AU
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- English
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- 98,686
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- 13/14
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06 Aug 2025
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Sweet Little Lies by Mooglepaws
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
03 Jul 2026
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Megumi Fushiguro is the perfect Fiancé. Caring, loyal, successful, devastatingly handsome and crazy in love with you. So how and why do you end up fucking his Dad? As your wedding looms and the consequences of your affair unfold, you have to make a choice between the Fushiguro men.
This is a Toji x Reader x Megumi but the smut is almost exclusively Toji x Reader focusing on their affair.
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- English
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- 32/34
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28 Jul 2025
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show me your friends, i'll show you your future by pipsquawker
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
07 Jul 2025
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Zayne first realised that Caleb, his best friend, had a crush on the girl in their class — and that it was a little more than a crush — when they were all around sixteen years old.
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24 Jul 2025