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    i've been seeing ghosts again by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    28 Jun 2026

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    Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.

    In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    you all the way down by for chaentics

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    08 Feb 2026

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    “Is my favourite thing.” Ilya murmurs.

    The rain has started to slow down a little. Barely any lightning strikes anymore. Soon, the sky will clear.

    “What is?” Shane asks.

    Ilya brings their joined hands up to his face and presses a small, tired smile to the back of Shane’s hand. “You and me.”

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    (or: they’re best friends who go on a roadtrip together.)

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    03 Sep 2026

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    ring my bell by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    14 Mar 2026

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    Ilya watches his fingers fiddle with it. “Hear what? Hear us sleep?” he scratches behind his own ear, helpfully. “I snore so loud?”

    “No, Ilya, they can hear us not sleep,” Shane leans forward, searching Ilya’s face. Almost. “What we do before we sleep.”

    And Shane knows he gets it, because his whole face lights up, and Shane isn’t really in the position to appreciate it fully because the context is just not allowing him to. And it makes him feel worse. “Ah, that!” Ilya is laughing, and he presses down on Shane’s neck more solidly, shaking him around a little, almost proud if Shane had to guess.

    or, Shane's roommates can hear him and Ilya when they have sex, and it becomes a problem

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Playing It Straight by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    06 Sep 2026

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    "He is like your Luca," the Russian explained. "Luca idolizes me, and Wilde idolizes you. Maybe he also has gigantic crush on you, but who am I to judge?"

    "Shut up, Ilya, we barely know the kid."

    "Nothing stops him from having absurdly obscene thoughts about this little body of yours..." the blond teased, purposely biting the corner of his lip. He slid his hand to squeeze his husband's tense bicep under the fabric of his shirt, pulling a genuine laugh from Shane. "I, with absolute certainty, do."

    "You're a walking obscene thought, Rozanov."

    "About you? All the time. I only have to look at you and I am already hard, that is how fucking hot you are."

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    01 Sep 2026

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    if it be your will by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    15 Apr 2026

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    There’s something else troubling Shane now, Ilya knows. He can wait; with Shane’s weight on his front, his face so close to his own, and the sun setting, he can wait forever. “You think she’d like me? If she’d met me?”

    The weight is still on his front, their faces are still close, the sun is still setting. There’s a new weight now; Mama’s cross, suddenly so heavy that he thinks he’s having trouble breathing, although that cannot be true. He doesn’t need to think about it, and he knows what he should say, knows the answer that would keep that hopeful glimmer present in Shane’s big, blinking eyes. But he also knows that Shane would see right through him. And they promised not to lie, not here.

    So, Ilya does. “I don’t know,” he whispers, barely whispers, and the admission burns his throat. He doesn’t know what it is, after that; the pre-existing knot constricting his throat, the ray of light that catches the edge of his crucifix and causes it to glow, like an agreement, or, most likely, the way Shane’s eyes widen just a fraction, before he conceals the shock and schools his features into something more neutral.

    or, Shane is curious, and Ilya tries to reconcile with his faith

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    29 Aug 2026