existentialcrisistime
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After Everything by existentialcrisistime
Fandoms: Dungeons & Dragons: Honor Among Thieves (2023)
12 Jun 2025
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Xenk looked up at him through lidded eyes, his expression now a picture of unshakeable devotion. If this is how he looked in worship, Edgin thought, then maybe he should be jealous of the gods.
or, shortly after the events of Neverwinter, Edgin and the party recieve a surprise visitor at the tavern they're celebrating in.
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Jim Kirk’s Guide to Delivering the Goods by existentialcrisistime, remylebae
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
25 Nov 2024
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Summer just started, and Jim is bored out of his mind. The courses he needs to take aren’t being offered until the second half of the summer, so he has an entire month to bother his roommate Bones. At Bones’ suggestion to get a job, Jim fixes up a motorbike and starts making deliveries to people in town, including a cute Vulcan professor named Spock. But when Jim is beaten up while making a delivery, it’s Spock who delivers Jim back to the apartment he shares with Bones.
After the meet-cute from hell, Spock and Bones start dating… and so do Jim and Spock. With neither roommate aware they’re both dating the same man, there’s only so long that things can go well for them before the other shoe finally drops.
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The Changing of the Seasons (Winter Turns to Spring) by nicbutnasty (existentialcrisistime)
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
27 Sep 2024
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Two pieces painted for this year's F1 Big Bang. Based on the fic Winter Turns to Spring, which you can read here
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Captain's Chair by existentialcrisistime
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
30 Mar 2024
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My piece for the Wild Heart Zine - a NSFW AOS Spirk digital zine.
Jim and Spock make the most of a quiet moment on the bridge.
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In From the Cold by existentialcrisistime
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
04 Jan 2024
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He’d just closed his eyes again when he heard it – a faint knock on the door. Who the hell could it be this late? Cursing under his breath, Leonard got to his feet and opened the door to see –
Jim, bedraggled and cold, looking the picture of patheticness in his doorway.
After an argument between them, Jim arrives at Leonard’s dorm room sick and afraid he won’t be let in. Leonard, of course, takes care of him anyway.
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"Can I–"
"Whatever you want." Max interrupts, tilting his chin towards Lando. "I'll tell you if you need to stop, yeah?"
Oscar's voice is soft, light in an awestruck sort of way. "Can he smell you?"
"Guess." His lips turn up at the corners as Lando gasps, untouched – shoulders jolting in an attempt to free his bound hands from behind his back.
Bookmarked by nicbutnasty (existentialcrisistime)
13 Jan 2026
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Ilya rocks his hips up. “No, Hollander. Keep up. I want to meet your dildo.” He enjoys enunciating the word. Tries to give it a bit of a whiny Canadian inflection. “You remember? You told me about him, back in Vegas.”
Hollander blushes beautifully and says, “That’s private.”
“Hollander. I know the taste of your ball skin.”
“That’s—Jesus, don’t say it like that. I can show you, but. Only if you promise not to be a dick.”
“Best behaviour,” Ilya promises. “Will say only nice things.”
Bookmarked by nicbutnasty (existentialcrisistime)
22 Dec 2025
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After a disastrous race at Silverstone, Charles Leclerc makes a desperate wish, willing to do anything to win a Formula One championship with Ferrari. He just didn’t expect his prayers to be answered with his only true lifelong rival, Max Verstappen, fucking him over one more time.
(Or, Charles wakes up with a pussy the day after a bad race and decides to make it Max’s problem.)
Bookmarked by nicbutnasty (existentialcrisistime)
04 Dec 2025
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“So if I can name the brainnot, you—”
“Brainrot,” Gabi corrects without missing a beat.
Nico shrugs, completely unfazed. “Yeah, whatever. You’ll take off a piece of clothing?”
Series
- Part 1 of Gabico
Bookmarked by nicbutnasty (existentialcrisistime)
25 Nov 2025
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He knows Lando is trouble - all cheeky smiles and pretty eyes - but he can’t help himself. There’s just something about him, the charm that smooths his rough edges, the way he’s so damn genuine. Lando is a breath of fresh air in a circus of chaos, and Jenson is no better than a moth to a very bright, intoxicating flame.
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Or: Lando slips a room key into Jenson's pocket after the race.
Bookmarked by nicbutnasty (existentialcrisistime)
01 Nov 2025