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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    Meredith’s studying like her life depends on it (because it kind of does), everyone at Seattle Grace thinks she’s just riding Ellis Grey’s coattails. She just wants to prove herself.

    Addison comes back at literally the worst time. She’s mean, judgmental, perfect—and she won’t stop watching Meredith fall apart.

    But then she does something about it.

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    19 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Literally as the title says, it's random stories about Addison and Meredith. Some will be funny, some will be angsty, etc.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    After Mark’s arrival at Seattle, Addison just needs someone to stay, a shoulder to cry on. And that shoulder is no one other than Meredith Grey, her soon to be ex-husband’s ex-dirty mistress. What happens when they seek comfort in each other? What happens when they find a friend in each other?

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “Hey,” the redhead asks one of the nurses, “what is she doing in there?” She points towards the blonde intern who is sitting on a chair next to one of the preemies that is highly unlikely to make it through the night.

    “She is reading to them,” the nurse answers her, “she does that sometimes. We’ve learnt not to question it by now.”

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    27 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    "My Dearest Meredith,

    In another lifetime you'd have heard it from me years ago. You would know it was true with every beat of your heart. Every inch of your skin would know it. I’d have given you everything. In another lifetime repression and cowardice wouldn’t have run in my blood, and I’d have told the world from the beginning. About who I am, the way I love. About the way you made me feel. In another lifetime maybe, just maybe, it could have been us.

    But there isn't another lifetime. There is only this one.
    And every day I feel more and more that it was wasted on me."

    An unsent letter discovered after a suicide attempt reveals more than its writer was ever willing to admit out loud. The darkest moments of Addison Montgomery’s life become transformational, and the pain that once felt impossible to live with drives her home to herself, and to a love that lay dormant for years. Told through a collection of flashbacks that lead us towards an alternative to season four of private practice, I need her like water explores compulsive heterosexuality, grief, learning to love out loud, and the challenging parental relationships that can lead to a loss of identity.

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    27 Jun 2026