1 - 20 of 30 Bookmarks by fearlessbecs
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
i built a legacy that you can't undo by chloe_orsam_orsophia_ormarcus
Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy
30 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
Meredith’s studying like her life depends on it (because it kind of does), everyone at Seattle Grace thinks she’s just riding Ellis Grey’s coattails. She just wants to prove herself.
Addison comes back at literally the worst time. She’s mean, judgmental, perfect—and she won’t stop watching Meredith fall apart.
But then she does something about it.
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
19 Aug 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Literally as the title says, it's random stories about Addison and Meredith. Some will be funny, some will be angsty, etc.
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
07 Aug 2026
-
Tags
Summary
After Mark’s arrival at Seattle, Addison just needs someone to stay, a shoulder to cry on. And that shoulder is no one other than Meredith Grey, her soon to be ex-husband’s ex-dirty mistress. What happens when they seek comfort in each other? What happens when they find a friend in each other?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 65,806
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Comments:
- 258
- Kudos:
- 882
- Bookmarks:
- 137
- Hits:
- 34,747
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
28 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Hey,” the redhead asks one of the nurses, “what is she doing in there?” She points towards the blonde intern who is sitting on a chair next to one of the preemies that is highly unlikely to make it through the night.
“She is reading to them,” the nurse answers her, “she does that sometimes. We’ve learnt not to question it by now.”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 76,868
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Comments:
- 362
- Kudos:
- 1,457
- Bookmarks:
- 245
- Hits:
- 45,708
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
27 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
"My Dearest Meredith,
In another lifetime you'd have heard it from me years ago. You would know it was true with every beat of your heart. Every inch of your skin would know it. I’d have given you everything. In another lifetime repression and cowardice wouldn’t have run in my blood, and I’d have told the world from the beginning. About who I am, the way I love. About the way you made me feel. In another lifetime maybe, just maybe, it could have been us.
But there isn't another lifetime. There is only this one.
And every day I feel more and more that it was wasted on me."An unsent letter discovered after a suicide attempt reveals more than its writer was ever willing to admit out loud. The darkest moments of Addison Montgomery’s life become transformational, and the pain that once felt impossible to live with drives her home to herself, and to a love that lay dormant for years. Told through a collection of flashbacks that lead us towards an alternative to season four of private practice, I need her like water explores compulsive heterosexuality, grief, learning to love out loud, and the challenging parental relationships that can lead to a loss of identity.
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
27 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
31 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
What happens when Addison Montgomery-Shepherd doesn't want to be with Derek Shepherd anymore, because he is clearly in love with someone else and she refuses to be a consolation prize?
And what happens when that someone doesn't want to be with him either?OR
Drunk Addison stumbles into Meredith's house to break the news of her upcoming divorce and things go somehow differently than she thought.
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
21 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
When it comes down to it, it wasn’t inevitable, but it was going to happen to somebody. It just so happened to happen to them.
A story about choosing to stay.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,207
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 11
- Kudos:
- 371
- Bookmarks:
- 40
- Hits:
- 7,328
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
18 May 2026
-
Don't tell me if I'm dying(cause I don't wanna know) by dakotaawolven
Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice, Station 19 (TV)
05 Oct 2026
Tags
Summary
The butterfly effect: the theory that a single occurrence, no matter how small, can change the course of the universe forever,
She goes to sleep next to her husband and wakes up nearly twenty years in the past. But somehow, she is not the only one, and this not-so-little ripple may just turn into the mightiest of tidal waves.
Series
- Part 1 of Don't Tell Me If I'm Dying
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 34,026
- Chapters:
- 15/?
- Comments:
- 461
- Kudos:
- 1,201
- Bookmarks:
- 292
- Hits:
- 27,976
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
13 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
For two people so constantly in each other's orbits, it was only a matter of time before they fell in.
or
self-indulgent road trip AU, post-drowning, but it's only just the beginning.
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
12 May 2026
-
If you were a movie, this would be your soundtrack by BlueePancakee
Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy
12 Jun 2025
Tags
Summary
In the quiet halls of Seattle Grace, a forbidden love blooms between an ambitious resident and a revered attending — shadowed by their shared history, tangled in hospital politics, and haunted by the ghost of a man they both once loved.
Set in the mid-2000s, If You Were a Movie, This Would Be Your Soundtrack is a five-part emotional crescendo — from whispered glances and stolen nights, to heartbreak, reckoning, and hard-won joy.Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
11 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
The blonde’s head lifts slowly, eyes dragging across her own naked form in the reflection. Her breath catches in her throat in reaction, the chocked gasp bouncing through the otherwise quiet room.
“Addie..”
This was about getting each other off, about fucking, about relief. This wasn’t love-making.
or
s2 Addison and Meredith have an affair, while the former is still married to Derek.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 14,341
- Chapters:
- 6/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 48
- Kudos:
- 151
- Bookmarks:
- 15
- Hits:
- 3,683
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
09 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
In the sequel to Shattered Illusions, Meredith Grey navigates the complexities of reclaiming her identity while juggling motherhood and a blossoming relationship with Addison. Haunted by the shadow of her abusive past with Derek Shepherd, Meredith must confront the lingering scars that jeopardize her future with Addison.
Series
- Part 2 of Illusions
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
05 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Meredith and Addison have an affair while the redhead is still married to Derek
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
29 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
'because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me, and after all, you're my wonderwall'
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
28 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Meredith Grey is staring at Addison Montgomery again.
Series
- Part 2 of Guess Who's Crushing on Addison Montgomery?
- Part 46 of MerAdd My Heart <3
- Part 76 of Gay's Anatomy
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
28 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Look at you. Rubbing your thighs together like a desperate slut.” Addison whispered as she reached out and tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. “Are you my desperate slut?”
Title from the song Don't Blame Me by Taylor Swift.
Don't own the song or the show.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,932
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 14
- Kudos:
- 204
- Bookmarks:
- 24
- Hits:
- 4,859
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
28 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Addison’s heart has settled. She knows what she wants, but she does not know if she will get it. She will however try and be patient, and hope that Meredith will someday realize what she means to her.
AKA, Meredith is a stubborn young brilliant intern who does not know love even if it is staring her right in the face every single day.
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
28 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
26 Apr 2026
-
Berries and Cherries (So Red as Any Blood) by bobbiejelly for MerAddStan
Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy
26 Dec 2021
Tags
Summary
Addison has been wearing her new berry (or cherry?) lipstick again, and it looks very good on her.
No, scratch that, it looks freaking amazing on her, and Meredith has been staring at the redhead's lips on and off again for the entire evening.Series
- Part 185 of MerAdd My Heart <3
- Part 227 of Gay's Anatomy
Bookmarked by fearlessbecs
17 Apr 2026