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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Dazai Osamu. He is a notorious man, in a way most people will not guess. Yes, he is a man who works at McDonald's while pursuing a philosophy degree, but he is also a man with the wildest habits—the same habits that have made him infamous in the entirety of Yokohama. 
    What does he do exactly? He smiles disarmingly, charms his customers, flirts with women and men, but only picks up women, and yes, the women immediately say no after just one date because he says—

    “Would you like to commit double suicide with me?~”

    Or Dazai is a typical college kid with untypical hobbies and personality and no ability, whose life takes a u-turn when he meets the ADA and Fukuzawa Yukichi while working at McDonald's.

    Perhaps...he'll find a reason to live in a world where he is an outsider.

    Playlist (may be updated with each chapter):
    Meet the Frownies - Mr Twin Sister
    A Double Suicide - Sheena Ringo
    Dancing Nihilist - pathetic240px
    Lilium Music Box - Lilium from the anime 'Elfen Lied'
    My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone
    Take A Slice - Glass Animals
    Baby Hotline - Jack Stauber's Micropop

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    21 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Dazai Osamu was done with life.
    He knew he had people who cared, but at this point the bad outweighed the good. Everyday was a battle against his own mind.
    Dazai was done fighting. He'd make sure to really do it this time.

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    i absolutely suck balls at summaries but this fic is better than it sounds i hope
    im just projecting as per usual lol

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    14 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Dazai leans back, far enough that he’s looking at Chuuya upside down. His coat falls off his shoulders, draping over the armchair like a second shadow. That thin smile snakes across his face. “I have a question for you, Chuuya. Don’t answer right away!” He waggles a finger in admonishment and a snicker bubbles up. “It’s serious. I want to know.”

    Pushing back a sigh, Chuuya answers, “Fine.”

    “When I finally get it right—when I finally kill myself—how are you going to celebrate?”

    Or: Dazai spirals. Not everyone is willing to let him.

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    04 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    No matter where you go, there you are.
    Short-ish "what if" fic about Dazai living with Fyodor after defecting from the PM, and how he has to cope with his own existence.

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    20 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Keep your fucking mouth shut next time.”
    “Next time?”
    “A miserable bastard like you? Of course there’s gonna be a next time.”

    When life gets too boring, end it.
    Osamu Dazai's personal life motto. However, extremely hard to live out while attending a highly prestigious boarding school. Even harder when there's some degenerate hell-bent on ending any and all attempts to stick to this quite simple rule.

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    School life is terrible- and made significantly worse with enemies. But when lines blur into invitations, and hate devolves into the unthinkable, drugs, alcohol, and homewreckers will always be there for support!

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    dazai and chuuya boarding school slowburn au !!

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    24 Oct 2025