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    Ilya stopped before Shane’s door and took a deep breath, holding it in until his lungs burned. Peeking through the little window on the door, his heart sank at seeing Shane lying there, hooked up to various monitors with his arm in a sling. Before he could talk himself out of it, he turned the handle slowly and slipped inside, shutting the door quietly behind him.

    Shane blinked awake, gaze sleepily settling on Ilya. Ilya lingered by the door, unsure of what to do or say.

    Clearing his throat, Shane sat up a little straighter and gave a curt nod. “Rozanov.”

    Ilya’s heart stopped.

    Rozanov.

    Not Ilya.

    Just… Rozanov.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane is fucking stupid–according to Ilya Rozanov–and gets hurt, multiple times. He doesn't know where else to go but to Rozanov. Ilya is very angry at this dumbass.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Ilya: Okay. This one is actually easy. Do you think I am the hottest man in the NHL?

    Shane: Yes.

    Ilya: What about hottest man alive?

    Shane: Hmm (he genuinely pauses to think about it)…..No.

    Ilya: NO? That is lie!

    Carol: It is a lie.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Ilya watches Shane cross the room and grab a chair from the corner, dragging it into the center of the room.

    Right next to the foot of the bed.

    Shane pats the back of the chair, making sure to keep his expression neutral. “Sit,” he instructs, sounding more confident than he feels.

    Ilya raises an eyebrow but gets to his feet. “You do not want me on the bed?” He asks, sounding more than a little confused.

    “No,” Shane replies simply, patting the chair again.

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    Or: When Ilya shows up unexpectedly at his door, Shane finally gets sweet revenge for Las Vegas.

    Or or: They didn’t even kiss, and Shane takes that very personally.

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    09 Feb 2026