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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Zhou Anxin never expected his life to turn into a story—let alone one he had already read.

    After a summer spent binge-reading a BL manhwa his cousin forced on him, he wakes up inside that very world: Roses and Thorns.

    Not as the protagonist, not even as the rival. But as an extra.

    At first, Anxin refuses to accept it, and after weeks locked in his room, he makes a decision. He will stay out of the story.

    —or so he thinks.

    Because everything begins to fall apart the moment he meets Lee Sangwon, the protagonist.

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    19 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Wait,” Sangwon whispers. “Don’t kiss me.”

    Anxin’s lips freeze under his fingers. “Why not?”

    The question is faint but still enough to stick uncomfortably to his heated skin. Sangwon wants nothing more than to scrape it off with his teeth and force it back into Anxin’s mouth—such a shame that some medieval lunatic invented principles.

    “Because kissing is for lovers,” he mumbles and hopes at least one of them will believe it. “And we are not lovers.”

    Or: why having sex on video call with a stranger is a bad idea—especially if said stranger is not actually a stranger.

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    02 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    a star loved by millions, sangwon is the perfect idol in public. but behind closed doors, his charm turns into something darker when his obsession latches onto zhou anxin, who has no idea he just became the center of sangwon’s dangerous fixation.

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    Chapters:
    4/6
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    366
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    16 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Okay,” Anxin began, lowering his voice in mock seriousness. “I’ll say this once, and you better not laugh.”

    “Now I have to laugh,” Kaiwen muttered, earning a sharp elbow to the ribs from Anxin.

    Anxin crossed his arms before he cleared his throat. “I’m not ditching you guys for nothing,” he paused, watching their faces lean closer. “I actually have plans with my boyfriend.”

    or Anxin insists he has a boyfriend. His friends insist he’s delusional.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    342
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    25
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    16 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    Lee Sangwon says he feels awkward when it comes to younger guys, but how come he’s not to Zhou Anxin?

    Alternatively: The timeline of Sangwon realizing his feelings for Anxin in one day — bagging two achievements during the finale: the P01 seat and Zhou Anxin.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    13 Jan 2026

  6. Rec 43

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    “I’m sorry, Anxin,” he breathes, as if rubbing salt to the wound. But he had to apologize—he felt the need to.

    Both of their hearts were on the floor and Sangwon knew that he was the one to blame.

    Anxin lets out a deep sigh, and tells him: “I actually thought I had a chance, you know? Turns out I was wrong. But maybe I misread everything. Maybe it was all in my head.”

    Or, Lee Sangwon rejected Zhou Anxin when he confessed to him, and after a while, Sangwon realizes that he deeply regrets doing it.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    08 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    reading it wasnt enough i need to inhale this shit

  7. Rec 14

    Mystery Work

    Part of deletedfics 25
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 Nov 2025

  8. Rec 15

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    “Hyung, what is the Korean term for when two people feel a deep connection with each other? When it feels like it was destiny that led them to meet?”

    Sangwon takes a pause before answering, “Are you talking about soulmates?”

    Soulmates— that’s what Anxin believes him and Sangwon are. That’s what he wants them to be, and if for some inconceivable reason they aren’t— Anxin once again tugs at his pinky finger, feeling the red string of fate allegedly tied by the Chinese Gods— he would cut this thread and run to wherever Lee Sangwon is.

    Or, that one night Lee Sangwon and Zhou Anxin talks about soulmates, destiny, and the red string of fate.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
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    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    1,532

    09 Nov 2025

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