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all my days, i’ll know your face by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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“My husband won’t like you touching me like this.”
“Husband, eh? You’re married?”
Ilya can feel the sleepy rumble of the man’s voice against his back. He presses further into it, folding his own hand over the one that’s splayed against his stomach, and slotting their fingers together.
“Yes. He will be very sad when he finds out I am in bed with second best hockey player in NHL.”
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Ilya shrugged, but he looked sheepish as he rubbed the back of his neck with his thick fingers. “I thought you have—the scars?”
“Well…” Shane smiled, “Hockey kept me in shape enough that I didn’t really have to work hard to get rid of my—uh…”
Ilya raised a cocky brow, the universe now perfectly balanced again as Shane faltered and Ilya caught his footing.
“What, you are afraid to say the word boobs, Hollander? No wonder you are gay man.”
Shane Hollander is a trans man, and these are snippets from his life.
From playing pretend in elementary school, to getting his first binder, to hooking up with a guy for the first time- it's all documented here.
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22 Feb 2026
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Ojej czy to trans shane journey that we all deserved - mocny real mordo
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To my dearest by mochababy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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“Ilya–” Shane breathed, high and wheezy. “You can’t– You can’t leave me! Please, God, please, don’t take him. Please, please, I can’t lose– I can’t–”
A blaring alarm yanked him out of his panic like a fish out of water. He shot upright, flailing his limbs that were caught in something soft. Blurred splashes of colour steadily painted a picture of a bedroom he’d recognise anywhere. It was brighter now, light pouring in through partially shut curtains. His breath was heavy and he struggled making sense of how the hell he’d ended up in bed when just a moment ago, Ilya had–
“Hollander.” Ilya slurred, narrowing his eyes at him. “Turn that thing off.”
Or, Shane is stuck in a time loop that resets whenever his fiancé dies.
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16 Feb 2026
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Hej poplakalem sie, nienawidze motywu ze ktos w kolko przezywa ten sam dzien w petli jescze jak gam jets czyjas smierc ale guess what jets to tak slicznie napisane ze przeciwrpie katusze zeby to czytac dalej
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something steady by sweetilyas (sweetjeons)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jan 2026
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the five times their teammate saw shane and ilya’s love in all its quiet, domestic perfection and the one time someone tried to come between them.
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- Part 1 of signs of us
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so fast like before by sweetilyas (sweetjeons)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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“You never forget?”
“No,” Shane breathes out. “No, I never forget.”
Except Ilya does.
He forgets his wedding ring.
And Shane notices.
Or: Shane gets stuck inside his own head when Ilya forgets his wedding ring.
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08 Feb 2026