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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    (Matt and Jay mistake a popular night club for a cult. A plan formulates. They think taking molly is part of an initiation ritual. Matt gets more outgoing, but Jay just really wants his hair played with. Back-alley hand stuff.)

    “No. I want it.” Matt’s voice has dropped. “Give it. Fucking give it to me.” Matt sounds more like he’s fighting over the wicked transparent N64 controller than a load of cum but who cares? Not Jay, clearly.

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    14 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    They stay on the roof until it’s dark, passing a bottle back and forth and sucking up the warm air until it runs cold. They turn through the book like it’s an ancient tome, touch their fingers against scribbled names in pencil until they smudge. Staining their fingers with something almost holy. Matt imagines a sort of sacred ritual: they cut their palms, press them flat to the pages, and then the sky opens up and angels sing their praises to the booking agents of venues all over town. Nirvana the Band will play the Rivoli, and here is the proof, written in blood, right next to Vince Valence’s chickenscratch.

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    Matt and Jay have the booking book. They celebrate. (Naturally.)

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    13 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    It feels less like sex with a girl and more like just two buddies? Hanging out? By frotting against each other? When he's hanging onto Matt's every word like he is right now, it's hard for Jay to keep lying to himself about it.

    Matt and Jay try to fuck. Jay's already scared of the after, of when the daze fades and of being made to choose. Matt helps him take his mind off of it.

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    10 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    “My mind is a black box, even to myself.” He shrugs.
    “You’d tell me though, if something was super fucked up?” Jay says, letting go of him.
    “You know me, man. If something was even a little fucked up, you think I’d shut up about it?”
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    Matt comes to a realization, makes a plan, and Jay doesn't really notice at first.

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    05 May 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Fic title from The Leanover by Life Without Buildings

    A look through the years at how actual filmmaker Matt Johnson and actual composer Jay McCarrol continually attempt to stuff their ever-evolving relationship back into its platonic confines.

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    “You familiar with the Beatles, Bird?”
    “Am I familiar with THE Beatles?”
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    “Hey. Stay still.” Jay said, very matter-of-factly. He rested his head down once more, and actually closed his eyes. There was something serene about it, something that made Matt feel more comfortable somehow. Here, in the closest he’d ever come to sex so far, he was under no obligation to perform. No eyes were on him, no cues were being taken from him, not even the gaze of the guy who had his fucking dick in his hand would rest upon him. Matt knew Jay was too high to have done that intentionally, but part of him wondered whether it was a subconscious choice. If he really did know Matt that well, to know that he wouldn’t be able to let go of himself with an audience.
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    02 May 2026