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    “I’ll help,” Lan Wangji says.

    “Hey, Lan Zhan...” Wei Wuxian unfolds his leg and gives his foot a playful kick. “I told you to think about it! This means I’d be here for a long time, taking up your time, your space, your peace. And I can’t pay you! I have nothing of worth to give. It isn’t as simple as-”

    “I’ll do it,” he says again, more forcefully this time. “You don’t have to give me anything.”

    Wei Wuxian looks away, hiding a small smile. Doesn’t he know Lan Wangji would do anything for him, by now? Doesn’t he understand that he holds Lan Wangji’s life in his hands?

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    Post-CQL Wei Wuxian comes back to the Cloud Recesses to ask for Lan Wangji's help with his new golden core.
    Together, they learn how to communicate, how to ask for things, and how to touch each other.

    Their relationship develops in between quiet dinners in the Jingshi, meditation sessions, core training and a lot of Lan Juniors speculation on whether or not they're actually together yet.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Something smells so good. Wei Ying closes his eyes, already feeling sleepy, and tries to identify where the scent is coming from. He turns his face to one side and then the other, chasing it, until his nose touches Lan Zhan’s cheek.

    He pulls back quickly, not freaking out, because it’s fine. He touched Lan Zhan’s cheek with his nose, and Lan Zhan smells really fucking good, and they’re lying down together on a very soft bed because Lan Zhan is too drunk to let go of him, and Lan Zhan is gay but Wei Ying isn’t, and it’s fine.

    Wei Ying swallows hard and closes his eyes again.

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    Wei Ying helps Lan Zhan out of an uncomfortable situation, and they grow close right away, becoming instant friends. To Lan Zhan, they become instant something else. With time, they only get closer and closer, and Wei Ying is forced to deal with his own feelings about Lan Zhan, and his perception of his own sexuality.

    (the "Didn't know they were dating" fic)

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Lan Zhan doesn’t think about him anymore.

    The days when he would obsess over every tiny work Wei Ying appeared in are long gone. His days of buying every magazine he was in, of taping his interviews and watching them over and over again just to get a piece of the real him, they’re all over. Lan Zhan doesn’t follow every project Wei Ying is a part of anymore, doesn’t try to find out if Wei Ying ever mentioned him anywhere, and doesn’t keep the TV on just in case he hears Wei Ying’s voice in a new commercial.

    He has weeks, and even months, when Wei Ying doesn’t even cross his mind at all. And when he does, it is only with a faded kind of fondness, a simmering affection to the memories they shared together.

    He’s happy for the things Wei Ying achieved. There is almost no hurt at all, almost no pain. And almost must be just as good as none.

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    Lan Zhan's world is turned upside down when his High School love, famous actor Wei Wuxian, comes back to their hometown after 13 years.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    "It was just a kiss, Neteyam."
    "And did it mean something?"
    Aonung swallowed, watched the older boy's gaze flicker to his throat, linger at his mouth and back up to his eyes.

    "No. You're the only one that ever mattered to me like that."
    "Good."

     

    In which tragic circumstances forced Aonung and Neteyam apart, but neither was truly willing to give up on the other.

     

    Alternative ending to The Way of Water and 'Festering'.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Neteyam panted, the blood now dripping from his hand to the sand below. He waited for Aonung to say something, to yell back, to call him a freak, but instead he felt a pair of lips crash roughly into his own.

    He inhaled sharply as Aonung gripped his face and pressed their mouths together. The kiss was desperate and messy. Aonung’s tongue poked at the bruise on his lip and Neteyam moaned against the sharp sensation, pressing himself further into Aonung’s touch. (CHAPTER EXCERPT)

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    When the Sully family is forced to flee to the reef village of Awa'atlu, Neteyam stuggles to find his place in this new enviorment. As he and his siblings learn to take part in the Metkayina ways, he cannot help but catch his eye on the chief's son, Aonung. Despite the bitter resentment that quickly grows between the two he is drawn back towards the pale-skinned Na'vi with clear blue eyes. The last thing Neteyam expected was to find his heart. But war is still approaching, and how will he manage to protect his future mate along side his family during the battle of the Reef? Especially when the two are so different.

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    27 Dec 2025