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  1. Public Bookmark 99

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    Shane’s eyes meet his, and there’s a particular gloss to them that Ilya has come to recognize. He squeezes Shane’s hand before letting it go, keeping his voice quiet so Shane has to really listen as he instructs, “I want you to get on your knees. With your head on my leg. And then you are going to sit there until I tell you to move. And if you can do that, maybe tonight leads to happy endings.”

    Shane licks his lips. “What if I can’t?” he asks, but they both already know he’s going to.

    Ilya moves his head from side to side, pretending to mull it over, before answering, “I think you can.”

    Shane plays terribly, contributing to a 6-1 loss for Montreal. Ilya employs his new skills as the best soft dom in the universe to make him feel better about it.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    Buck raises his eyebrows in that attractive ‘you wanna tell me something’ way and of course, with the added effects of the glasses, Eddie's brain just fucking loops and the first thing he finally blurts is, "Since when do you wear glasses?” And then he blinks at Buck.

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    Buck wears glasses and Eddie malfunctions.

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    12 Aug 2025

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    He's heard a lot of people say they don't know exactly when their problem started.

    They say it was a lot of things- a lot of situations and moments and thoughts that somehow came together, that grew little by little, that ended up exploding before they could realize they had a problem.

    Buck knows the exact moment when it all started. He remembers it clearly- and sometimes he feels guilty about it, because he made a choice, he told himself he was going to do it and he tried really damn hard to stick to his word. It's like he wanted it.

    Like he craved it.

    The problem starts again when he moves in with Eddie.

     

    or, buck struggles with food and his body. it's not new.

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    19 Jun 2025

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    “I think…” Buck breathed, his eyes shining like beacons in the dim kitchen lighting. He released a slow breath and his voice became a tender whisper. “I think I’m in love with you.”
    Words slipped past Eddie's tongue without thought. “When you’re sure,” he breathed, “will you let me know?”

    Wherein Buck determines to help Eddie learn to say no to sex, even with him.

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    16 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Buck, I wasn’t trying to offend you.”

    “I’m not offended.” Buck lies, “What gave you the impression that I was offended?”

    He takes a deep breath, one that has Buck split between fear and anger, and massages the bridge of his nose, “Because you’re huffing and puffing like the big bad wolf over a joke I made.”

    “So you think I’m being ridiculous?”

    “I never said you were being ridicu —“

    Spitefully, Buck rushes to turn on the stand-mixer at the highest speed possible with an unnecessary amount of force, the loud whir of the machine drowning out Eddie’s voice. Which, if he wasn’t being ridiculous before, he certainly is now. Eddie throws his hands up in the air then lowers them straight back down, because not even he can believe Buck’s audacity.

    Buck gets offended, breaks a stand-mixer, and has a mental breakdown all in the span of two minutes. Eddie is the witness and catalyst to this sequence of events.

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    16 Jun 2025

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    “I’ll be right back,” Eddie says, as his eyes snap to something over Buck’s shoulder. “Stay here with Chris.”

    Eddie presses a firm kiss to Buck's lips before ducking off into the crowd, and Buck watches him go with a dazed look on his face.

    “You guys are kissing now?” Chris asks curiously. “I didn’t think he’d told you yet.”

    That drags Buck back to reality.

    “Huh?” he says. “Told me what?”

    Chris raises an eyebrow. “Dad’s told you how he feels, right?”

    “It’s just been the kissing actually,” Buck admits, still a little out of it. “I don’t think he’s fully aware he’s doing it?”

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    (Buck's not sure what's going on when Eddie starts accidentally kissing him. Eddie's not as oblivious as Buck thinks he is.)

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    14 Jun 2025

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    Buck supposes in a way, he’s always been a little obsessive.

    When a thought grips him—a fear—he’s rarely able to let go of it again. It digs its little claws into his brain and makes a home inside his head until eventually, it relents and loosens its hold. Sometimes, it’s only to make room for a new fear. Other times, it simply disappears on its own.

    It’s just something he’s learned to live with—something he can live with.

    And then he gets struck by lightning.

    Or: After Buck gets struck by lightning, he starts to develop OCD.

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    14 Jun 2025

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    It’s a well known fact that Buck is a good guy. Everyone knows that. Hell: the LAFD as a whole probably knows how good of a guy Buck is. He did save a dozen people during the tsunami while he was off duty while he was recovering and on blood thinners. A feat that the 118 hadn’t been aware of until one year after the tsunami, when one of the victims spoke up and named him as Firefighter Buck. The LAFD had recognized him for his bravery and Buck? He’d brushed it off like it was nothing.

    So yeah, Buck’s a good guy. A great guy. But does he know how great he is? You would tell him and he would probably brush it off and tell you he’s just as good as everyone else.

    The 118 know this, of course they do, but it all starts to come into clarity for them on a
    stormy day when Buck shows up to work looking like a wet dog and one by one, they notice the little things that Buck does for them.

    Or: a 7+1 where the 118 realize just how GOOD Buck is. Comfort, no hurt.

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    12 Jun 2025

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    In Los Angeles, California, Evan “Buck” Buckley comes to the realization that he is in love with his best friend. This promptly has him spiraling with panic.

    In El Paso, Texas, Edmundo “Eddie” Diaz comes to the same realization — that he's in love with his best friend. He breathes a sigh of relief. Everything finally makes sense.

    Or, Buck and Eddie have always tried too hard to force themselves to like the people they're dating (to varying degrees of success). They have very different responses to realizing how easy it has been to be in love all along.

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    08 Jun 2025

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    “You’re okay,” Buck murmurs into Eddie’s shoulder, so soft that he thinks it might not even be audible. But then Eddie turns his cheek to rest against Buck’s shoulder and he realizes that he’s heard it loud and clear. So Buck does the only thing he can think to do, and runs his hand lightly over Eddie’s back as he whispers it again. “You’re okay. You’re okay.”

    It’s half for Eddie, and half for him.

    or: what if buck had seen eddie come home hurt from fighting?

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    07 Jun 2025

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    “I— I should get out of your hair,” he says.

    Eddie turns to look at him, the movement sharp. There’s a look on his face that looks like he thinks Buck might have lost his entire mind.

    “Did you hit your head on something?” he asks drily, like he knows that Buck didn’t. Buck hesitates anyway.

    “Uh,” he says ineloquently. “I don’t think so.”

    “Then why are you saying things that don’t make any sense?”

    in other words, the diaz boys take buck home with them after the tsunami.

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    07 Jun 2025

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    The TV’s on low, Chris is long tucked into bed, and Eddie is having a bit of a crisis.

    Or, Buck falls asleep on Eddie's shoulder. Eddie realizes his feelings.

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    03 Jun 2025

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    Eddie knows he’s in trouble the second he sets foot in the firehouse.
    But nothing could prepare him for how Buck looks up against the wall, not able to meet Eddie's eyes because Eddie's the one who put him there. He'll do anything in his power to make it right again.

    Or, Eddie shoves Buck in a heated moment and then spends the next few days fixing his mistake. Angst and honesty ensue.

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    02 Jun 2025

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    Buck's not taking the whole losing-Eddie-ordeal very well. In fact, it's been a star player in his nightmares, overtaking the truck and tsunami and generally making his life a mess. It's far from optimal. Thankfully, Eddie figures it out eventually with a little help from Chris.

    Or, Buck has nightmares, Eddie helps him deal, and feelings are made known.

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    02 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 74

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    Buck shook his head, his hand going to tug at his hair. “It’s not okay, ‘Thena. I’m losing him again. I keep losing people. And I know that everyone lost Bobby, that Eddie going to El Paso is bigger than me, that Tommy was my own fault. But I keep being the one left behind. I’m trapped and I’m drowning and I don’t think I can find my way back to the surface.”

    “I don’t think I want to find my way back to the surface.” He admitted quietly.

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    Buck isn't dealing with the aftermath of Bobby's death very well. He's alone, missing the people he loves, unable to get out of his own head. After the argument with Eddie, he goes to Athena and it all comes to the surface.

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    21 May 2025

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    God, how he loves being Evancito. He loves how that sounds rolling off Eddie’s tongue. It’s so full of love, so incredibly fond, sounds so much the unconditional love that he’s been craving ever since he was a kid, when he was just sad, lonely, little Evan. Evancito. He thinks it’s ironic that it literally means little Evan. It’s like Eddie is directly speaking to his inner child, to that seven, eight-year-old boy who sought attention by harming himself on purpose. And it’s incredible, because Buck was sure he’d never be loved like this, fully, completely, wholeheartedly. 

    Eddie calls Buck Evancito and Buck has feelings about it

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    19 May 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 59

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    Eddie is where she left him, but now his hands are pressed against his ears. Buck squats down in front of him slowly, ducking his head so he can catch Eddie’s eye. “Hey, hey, it’s okay, it’s me, I’m here.” He says, like it’s definitely not the first time.

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    12 May 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 25

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    After their little discussion about Eddie’s extracurricular activities, Bobby decides it’s time to patch him up and make sure he knows it’s going to be okay.

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    04 May 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 27

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    “Eddie, you’re here- hey, do you know where the-“
    “-ah!”

    ...It was easy for Buck to hide his face in Eddie’s shoulder, catching his breath against his tanned skin. Eddie knew exactly the right way to run through his hair, enough to comfort but not enough as to make his head hurt... more.

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    04 May 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 14

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    Buck is living together with his Diaz boys. He doesn’t know why the universe is keep pushing him to get in Eddie pants.

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    03 May 2025

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