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He knows some people get anxious when they smoke pot. That happens to Ryan on occasion. (He’s tried to tell him it’s not “the weed” that makes him anxious—technically it’s the delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol, but Ryan shrugs and keeps smoking, as if more will reverse the incoming anxiety that leaves him unable to talk.) Brendon doesn’t think that is what is happening at this moment.
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also known as getting so high that your coworker gives you head about it.
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every bender needs a blackout, every gauge needs a top line by fromtermina
Fandoms: The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green, Panic! at the Disco, Cobra Starship
25 Mar 2026
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This is how it will always be, for as long as Gabe and I fuck. He knows it means more to him than it does to me.
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or just one instance of many intoxicated hook-ups with ryan and gabe between the heart rate of a mouse volumes 2 and 3.
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i won't leave indentions of me (i won't leave intentionally) by segs
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
08 Sep 2014
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Brendon had asked Ryan why, and Ryan had said, “Because,” and then there was laughter on the other line, not Ryan’s, a girl’s. “It’s my birthday. And I miss you.”
That had been enough.
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10 May 2026
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Let Each Who Is Worthy by mokuyoubi
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Bandom, Fall Out Boy, The Academy Is...
10 Mar 2013
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“It was probably just some shitty band, you know? I mean, how many high school bands ever go anywhere, what are the odds? But I still can’t help wondering how things might have been different, if I’d joined them. Like. That was a bad time for me, and what if I had found a place where I fit in? Where would I be now?"
Brendon has his religious crisis but never meets Panic! and goes away on his mission after high school.
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29 Apr 2026
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take this longing from my tongue by Anonymous
Fandoms: The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
03 Dec 2025
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“Why,” I hear myself ask, and then take a moment—though I’ve drifted deep enough into the thought to have my guts twist, my chest take a wander around the block away from me; and he’s looking at me now, attentive rather than absorbed in his stupid soap opera—not as stupid as ruminating on something now years old. “The first time you fucked me, why’d you want me on my hands and knees?”
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18 Apr 2026
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The Heart Rate of a Mouse by beggarsnotes
Fandom The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
29 Apr 2012
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15 Jan 2026
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March 2009. Brendon and Ryan try to fix each other.
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22 Feb 2026