7 Bookmarks by fromtermina
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i won't leave indentions of me (i won't leave intentionally) by segs
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
08 Sep 2014
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Brendon had asked Ryan why, and Ryan had said, “Because,” and then there was laughter on the other line, not Ryan’s, a girl’s. “It’s my birthday. And I miss you.”
That had been enough.
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10 May 2026
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Let Each Who Is Worthy by mokuyoubi
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Bandom, Fall Out Boy, The Academy Is...
10 Mar 2013
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“It was probably just some shitty band, you know? I mean, how many high school bands ever go anywhere, what are the odds? But I still can’t help wondering how things might have been different, if I’d joined them. Like. That was a bad time for me, and what if I had found a place where I fit in? Where would I be now?"
Brendon has his religious crisis but never meets Panic! and goes away on his mission after high school.
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29 Apr 2026
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take this longing from my tongue by Anonymous
Fandoms: The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
03 Dec 2025
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“Why,” I hear myself ask, and then take a moment—though I’ve drifted deep enough into the thought to have my guts twist, my chest take a wander around the block away from me; and he’s looking at me now, attentive rather than absorbed in his stupid soap opera—not as stupid as ruminating on something now years old. “The first time you fucked me, why’d you want me on my hands and knees?”
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18 Apr 2026
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It's a strange and beautiful thing to hate yourself so much you'd let someone else do this to you. Even stranger is trusting them enough to say these things and not mean it. Or mean it and
lovefuck you anyway.Bookmarked by fromtermina
09 Apr 2026
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[NAME REDACTED] Writes THROAM Fanfiction To Cope With Being An English Major by horrificaesthetic
Fandom The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
20 Jan 2024
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These are all canon to each other as far as I'm concerned, and I've made sure they don't conflict with THROAM canon to the best of my ability. (Seriously, I have the official timeline open on the wayback machine at all times right now.)
Just a bunch of post-canon mostly oneshots, because I relate to Ryan a TRULY unfortunate amount, and I find a lot of comfort in imagining that he can be ok. Lol.
(ALL CREDITS go to Anna Green for the characters. This is very obviously not real or about the actual people they're based on.)
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24 Mar 2026
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March 2009. Brendon and Ryan try to fix each other.
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22 Feb 2026
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The Heart Rate of a Mouse by beggarsnotes
Fandom The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
29 Apr 2012
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15 Jan 2026