8 Works by fxlthy
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Have you ever had a love you had nowhere to put it?
Jonghyun was all of Taemin’s firsts, and maybe that’s why taking the first step was never so hard. Now that he’s by himself, Taemin struggles with letting go. But Jongin’s always been there from the beginning, faithfully at his side like a knight with pledged loyalty. What Taemin doesn’t know is that Jongin’s been in love with him since the beginning, even through watching him fall in love with someone else.
Is it okay to love again even if there was no proper ending? Why does moving on feel so much like betrayal? A story of processing grief through the acceptance of a love that’s always been there, and also a story of reaching the limits of an unrequited love.
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“Your hair matches the sky, Taem,” Jongin grins, pulling him by the shoulders so that they were standing face-to-face, his back to the ocean. “Perfect match.”
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It's a risk he can't take. Confessing his feelings isn't an option, not if there's a fraction of a chance he'd lose Jongin at his side. Instead he buries his feelings with other people in search of something he knows he'll never find in them, but he can't wait around forever. There's only so much a person can take. Unrequited love is a pitiful thing. But when someone bright and new and everything you should ever want comes along, what if Taemin takes a chance?
Jongin doesn't like that. Not one bit.
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Seungmin should've noticed before it was too late, that this place was too much-- too loud, too crowded, too everything. But Seungmin loves the moments where Han Jisung turns to him, chooses him above all the others. And perhaps Jisung loves to do so.
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A short, sweet fic where Han Jisung can't do crowds and Kim Seungmin brings him home. A story about unrequited love, that's not quite so unrequited.
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“You know what’s about to happen, right, Sungie?”
Shivers.
His body quakes at the sound of Chan’s voice. Footsteps echo in the small room of the studio. Jisung stands awkwardly in the center of the room, his posture as straight as possible with his hands balled in fists at his sides.
“I’m sorry—”“I know.”
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Han Jisung once again forgets his lyrics and messes up during rehearsal for a show, and his fellow members of 3RACHA help him to 'learn.'
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They weren’t meant to last.
Chan breaks up with Hongjoong because it's not working. They were both naïve to think that they could make it work despite the distance, despite the long work hours, despite the schedule conflicts, despite literally everything being against them working. As much as they love each other, Chan decides that it's best for the both of them at this point in their lives, even though Hongjoong would rather fight for them.
Love is stupid. It's not worth it.
But as fate has it, nine months later, their paths cross once again as their groups have a scheduled performance one after another. Despite Hongjoong's best efforts to avoid Chan, the world brings them together again to have a long-overdue conversation.
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“Have you had sex before?”
Seonghwa nearly chokes on his water when a curious Hongjoong blurts out his question. It’s so random, so out of the blue that it flusters him. It turns out that Hongjoong is a virgin because he’s spent way too much time in the studio and not enough socializing, and now he wants to know what it feels like. Of course, Seonghwa doesn’t really have the words to answer him. However, one day when he returns home from the gym and walks in on Hongjoong reading—yeah, reading, not watching—porn, he gets a really sinister idea.
“You know, if you wanted to know so badly, you could just ask.” Seonghwa was now full-on grinning, unable to hide the mischief in his expression. “I could show you, Hongjoong. If you’d just ask, I could just show you.”
(Chapter 2 out now!)
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Seong Hwa just wanted to tidy up on his day off. What he didn't plan on was Hong Joong being home since he rarely ever was, and when Hong Joong accidentally makes a mess and spills his oily chips all over Seong Hwa's newly clean floor...
“You’re so messy,” he commented, “It looks like we’ll have to clean you too, hmm?”
It's time for a bit of punishment.
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Kim Hong Joong and Bang Chan decided that they needed a redo meeting, and not in front of a camera for two minutes. The two of them decide to meet, and to loosen up a little, they brought drinks. As the night goes on, a tipsy Hong Joong confesses his one-sided love he has for one of his band mates. It seems that he and Chan have more in common than they initially thought, sharing the tragedy of being in love with someone they can’t have…
One thing leads to another and it seems that they have yet another thing in common: the desire for a sweet escape.