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He was living a life he dreamed of; he was with someone who loved him for him, and not for what he could do for them. A life of safety, stability, and freedom; that was what he was willing to die for, wasn’t it?
How fucking ungrateful, Ash thought, then, was he to feel so completely lost.
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"Ash did wonder though, could it be different with someone he trusted? Someone he loved?
He knew that sex was something good to most people, knew that some considered it an act of love, and trust. Something about being closer. Something about sharing yourself- entirely, mutually -to be cherished by the other.
He did want that sometimes; he wanted to be closer to Eij than just a tight hug. It felt like he wanted to be the blood in his veins, the air he breathed into his lungs."Ash struggles with navigating physical intimacy and identifying his own limits.
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Sing is so sweet but he can't make Eiji want to stay.
(PLS read tags for TWs and stay safe!)
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Happy Birthday, My Love, See You Soon. by ghostbun1
Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)
12 Aug 2021
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Eiji writes Ash a letter for what would have been his twenty-first birthday. It's the third year he's celebrated it alone, and this time he intends to reunite with him.
*mind the warnings in the tags!!*
I recommend tissues.
Sorry in advance ♡
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Rika Kawai and Ohto Ai would die for each other, but can they live for each other?
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(Read tags for tw, but none of it is graphic, just implied. Except for the drugs, that is pretty graphic. Stay safe!! ♡)Series
- Part 2 of There Is a Light That Never Goes Out
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Ash wakes up in the hospital. His senses come first: the beeping machines, the sharp scent of antiseptics, the overwhelming pain. Then, one question matters more than the rest: Can I call Eiji?
In Japan, Eiji has been waiting anxiously for any news, desperately hoping for the call that will tell him Ash is okay.
As Ash recovers and leaves his gang life behind, he begins a new chapter with Eiji in Japan. Together, they confront the challenges of their past and try to build their future.
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22 Oct 2025
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Kaoru's life is stifling.
He doesn't hate it. Exactly. But he's trapped in a role that has never fit by a family that has never cared.
Adam offers him a way to rebel, even if it is on his knees. It makes him feel seen. It makes him feel special.
Kojiro thought he was in love. Sure it hurt, but he would support Kaoru no matter what.
When he finds out what is really happening, things get...messy.Bookmarked by ghostbun1
18 Oct 2025
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sunrise eyes and sunset hair (baby, we're a pretty pair) by orphan_account
Fandoms: SK8 the Infinity (Anime)
05 Jul 2021
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"Kaoru," Joe moans and even though it sounds so breathless, he doesn't grant himself the pleasure of fresh air in favor of kissing Cherry again and again and yet again. "Kaoru, Kaoru – what are you doing to me?"
If he could, if only his brain worked in synch with his lips and vocal cords, Cherry would probably ask the same question, turn it on him and demand an answer so desperately because he knows he won't last much longer with this uncertainty in his life. It's already a lasting decay in his mind, he doesn't need it rotting away at his body too.
Cherry is certain Joe will just make him another number in his hook-up statistics if he gives in to his feelings.
Joe is certain he's in love with Cherry.
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17 Oct 2025
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Learning a language for your bro was totally a reasonable thing to do, Reki decided. A best bro. A bro who you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. A bro who you would follow across the universe. A bro who you loved so much, as a friend, that you genuinely couldn’t imagine your life without them at your side.
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It's almost time to graduate, and neither Reki nor Langa have any concrete plans for their first foray into adulthood. But they'll have to decide what to do eventually--whether it's going to university, finding a full-time job, or trying to make skating a lucrative past-time. There is only one sure thing: Reki wants his future to include Langa no matter what, even if that means following him halfway across the world.
Sure, Reki's aware that learning English won't guarantee that he and Langa spend the rest of their lives together, but he figures it'll at least give him a fighting chance.
Strangely enough, he's right.
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13 Oct 2025
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For years, Naruto chased after Sasuke, and every time, Sasuke pushed him away. It was what he thought he wanted, but when the war ended and Naruto let him go, Sasuke found himself truly alone.
What if it wasn't what he wanted anymore?
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07 Aug 2025