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Island spirit by ghostjoon for sabu (sarcasmtothemaximum)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
10 Nov 2025
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There’s a first time for everything, Seokjin thinks, zoning out of the discussion around him. The man who’s talking is small and looks slightly nervous. His rigid posture seems half imposed by how starch and thick the fabric of his jacket is and half dictated by the atmosphere of the room. He’s talking in a calm, low voice that seems completely artificial.
Seokjin could recognise vocal training in a heartbeat.
Every once in a while the man’s eyes twitch towards him, almost involuntarily. Finally he pauses in his speech and takes out a small, thick envelope closed by a seal. Seokjin’s name is written on it in black ink.
“Finally, the last clause of Kim Yejin’s will,” He says, more confidently staring at Seokjin now. “Kim Yejin’s last place of residence is to go to her nephew, Kim Seokjin, against the promise that he will renovate it and find someone deserving of living there if he doesn’t want to himself. I have a letter for you, from her, and the keys as well. I assume you know where the estate is?”
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Seokjin’s hair is longer than Namjoon has ever seen. They’re sitting together on the steps in front of Seokjin’s childhood home, Namjoon’s right thigh pressed to Seokjin’s left. The wind chime hanging in front of the door sings softly and Seokjin’s longer hair follows the movement of the very same wind. The envelope in Namjoon’s hand burns his skin and yet all he can think about is how Seokjin’s hair is longer than he’s ever seen. It suits him well.
“What are you waiting for, Joonie?” Seokjin asks with a nudge of the elbow. Namjoon can hear a strain under his playful tone. “What bad could happen, eh?”
They both know the bad that could happen. They know the bad that has already happened. They hear it everyday in the street, at school, in shops. Seokjin more than Namjoon but Namjoon still, because two years have passed but he still seeks out friendship with Seokjin and that is a confession of guilt in itself.
Namjoon remembers the whisper once heard, that boy is beautiful like the devil. We should’ve known… and a part of him thinks well I’m not that beautiful, so, maybe not me and the other hyung’s more angel than demon actually. Seokjin’s beauty is kind and warm. Peaceful.
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"I have a fiancé," He says suddenly, interrupting Hoseok's laughter and the woman's quiet protests. Both of them and Taehyung look back at him with varying levels of surprise on their faces. Namjoon feels sweat rolling down his back. "So, uh, yeah. I'm not interested, sorry."
"Right," Hoseok says slowly, patting his chest once again. "Your fiancé. Uh. I heard of them before, obviously."
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Seokjin looks awfully cuddly.
He's sitting opposite to Namjoon, wearing that awfully soft looking blue velvet matching tracksuit, rubbing sleep out of his eyes with too-small-to-be-honest closed fists. He looks soft, and small, and like touching him wouldn't make Namjoon's skin itch.
The discussion around him goes on but Namjoon entertains in that idea, wrapping himself around Seokjin, making himself small in his arms but large enough to swallow him whole, legs wrapped tight around his legs, arms wrapped tighter around his chest. To test out if there's a secret part of Seokjin that doesn't make his fingers tingle, what he could bear and what he couldn't, if there is something he couldn't bear with him.
It's a sweet kind of secret, the difference between Seokjin and all the others; between those who can't touch and the one he can't let himself be touched by, for fear of never wanting it to stop.
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"There's been an issue," The manager says, his eyes darting between Seokjin and Namjoon like he can't quite know who to address. Seokjin nods to get him to keep going and the manager's attention darts back to him. "With your flat, Jin-ah. The police called. Seems like someone broke into it while you were away for the day. You can't go back, obviously, though they put someone to guard your door while they investigate. We've been looking into finding you a hotel room for the night, but maybe you'd prefer going to your family..." He’s wringing his hands nervously. Next to Seokjin, Namjoon has tensed almost imperceptibly. The hand on his back fists the back of his shirt then releases it.
"You can come to mine," Namjoon says, his deep voice reassuring so close to Seokjin's ear. Their eyes meet when Seokjin turns his head towards him, and he’s surprised to find him looking alert, no sleepiness to detect on his face. His attention is all on him, the manager excluded from their discussion. "In the spare room, yeah?"
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centimeter-increments by disillusioned (miscalculated)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
11 May 2022
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With one-minded pursuit, Kim Seokjin: stabs Jimin’s door code in, kicks his sandals off in the foyer, rushes into the common room, and—as soon as he catches sight of yellow-blonde poking up over the back of the couch—blurts, “We had sex.”
Jimin instantly jerks up from where he’s curved up against Yoongi’s side. “What?”
“I think,” Seokjin amends.
“With Namjoonie?” Yoongi doesn’t look conscious, face slack with sleep, a dead arm draped around Jimin’s middle.
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Seokjin's sexuality did not progress systematically like ticks on a wall that rose in centimeter-increments; it’d been shaken and dumped out of a plastic container like Yoongi-rocks.
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21 Nov 2024
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“Sometimes I think nobody will ever love me for the real me? I think Hyeon-u thought he loved me. But as things unravelled..” Namjoon trails off. He continues, “but I’m trying to learn how to fall in love with myself instead. That way, my self-love is the only one that matters.” Despite the sadness tracing his features, Namjoon smiles, his dimples appearing.
Seokjin feels a crack go through his heart. He should confess. He should say something. Like I love you, Namjoon. For all your good and bad sides. You are worthy of love. Let me love you. His throat closes up and his lips glue together.
or: Seokjin has been in love with Namjoon for a long time and when Namjoon suddenly breaks up with his boyfriend, Seokjin is left staggering.Bookmarked by ghostjoon
05 Dec 2020
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“My name is Seokjin, Chaos Spirit, Harbinger of Doom, yadda yadda, and God of Destruction, a title you’ve clearly been trying to covet for yourself﹘”
Seokjin is wearing cornflower blue cowboy boots with a slit in the tip that makes them look disturbingly hoof-like. The only reaction Namjoon’s brain has to that information, even as he carefully listens to the Capital Letters in Seokjin’s speech, is that one picture of Lil’ Wayne in a jacuzzi.
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When Namjoon's friends call him the God of Destruction, they usually mean it as a joke - it's just gonna take a while to explain that to the chaos spirit that just appeared in his home.
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16 Sep 2020
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And Once a Year, You Love Me by sabu (sarcasmtothemaximum)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
31 Dec 2019
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“Just think of it as a birthday present, from me to you,” Namjoon says, opening the door for Seokjin. It allows for Seokjin to finally get a proper look at Namjoon’s face, which is all smiles. Maybe a little sad, or maybe Seokjin’s just reading into it too much. “It’ll be fun. Once a year, I’ll be there for you. However you want me.” He whispers the last part, bringing his face closer to Seokjin’s so that their foreheads almost bump, and the closeness is so discombobulating that Seokjin doesn’t even think about worrying if someone recognizes them.Seokjin swallows. “A birthday gift, huh?”
Namjoon nods, slowly. “If you want.”
Or: the Five Times Namjoon is Seokjin's Boyfriend and the One Time it Lasts for More Than a Day
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Bookmarked by ghostjoon
11 Feb 2020
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Namjoon has a dumb, fat, absolutely crippling crush on his friend’s impossibly handsome and charming roommate, Jin. He tries to stay cool, but Namjoon just feels too much, and thinks too much, and he just can’t figure Jin out. Even if they’ve had sex like, eight times. Wait, is that a lot?
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03 Jan 2020