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    There’s a first time for everything, Seokjin thinks, zoning out of the discussion around him. The man who’s talking is small and looks slightly nervous. His rigid posture seems half imposed by how starch and thick the fabric of his jacket is and half dictated by the atmosphere of the room. He’s talking in a calm, low voice that seems completely artificial.

    Seokjin could recognise vocal training in a heartbeat.

    Every once in a while the man’s eyes twitch towards him, almost involuntarily. Finally he pauses in his speech and takes out a small, thick envelope closed by a seal. Seokjin’s name is written on it in black ink.

    “Finally, the last clause of Kim Yejin’s will,” He says, more confidently staring at Seokjin now. “Kim Yejin’s last place of residence is to go to her nephew, Kim Seokjin, against the promise that he will renovate it and find someone deserving of living there if he doesn’t want to himself. I have a letter for you, from her, and the keys as well. I assume you know where the estate is?”

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    Seokjin’s hair is longer than Namjoon has ever seen. They’re sitting together on the steps in front of Seokjin’s childhood home, Namjoon’s right thigh pressed to Seokjin’s left. The wind chime hanging in front of the door sings softly and Seokjin’s longer hair follows the movement of the very same wind. The envelope in Namjoon’s hand burns his skin and yet all he can think about is how Seokjin’s hair is longer than he’s ever seen. It suits him well.

    “What are you waiting for, Joonie?” Seokjin asks with a nudge of the elbow. Namjoon can hear a strain under his playful tone. “What bad could happen, eh?”

    They both know the bad that could happen. They know the bad that has already happened. They hear it everyday in the street, at school, in shops. Seokjin more than Namjoon but Namjoon still, because two years have passed but he still seeks out friendship with Seokjin and that is a confession of guilt in itself.

    Namjoon remembers the whisper once heard, that boy is beautiful like the devil. We should’ve known… and a part of him thinks well I’m not that beautiful, so, maybe not me and the other hyung’s more angel than demon actually. Seokjin’s beauty is kind and warm. Peaceful.

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    "I have a fiancé," He says suddenly, interrupting Hoseok's laughter and the woman's quiet protests. Both of them and Taehyung look back at him with varying levels of surprise on their faces. Namjoon feels sweat rolling down his back. "So, uh, yeah. I'm not interested, sorry."

    "Right," Hoseok says slowly, patting his chest once again. "Your fiancé. Uh. I heard of them before, obviously."

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    Seokjin looks awfully cuddly.

     

    He's sitting opposite to Namjoon, wearing that awfully soft looking blue velvet matching tracksuit, rubbing sleep out of his eyes with too-small-to-be-honest closed fists. He looks soft, and small, and like touching him wouldn't make Namjoon's skin itch.

    The discussion around him goes on but Namjoon entertains in that idea, wrapping himself around Seokjin, making himself small in his arms but large enough to swallow him whole, legs wrapped tight around his legs, arms wrapped tighter around his chest. To test out if there's a secret part of Seokjin that doesn't make his fingers tingle, what he could bear and what he couldn't, if there is something he couldn't bear with him.

    It's a sweet kind of secret, the difference between Seokjin and all the others; between those who can't touch and the one he can't let himself be touched by, for fear of never wanting it to stop.

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    "There's been an issue," The manager says, his eyes darting between Seokjin and Namjoon like he can't quite know who to address. Seokjin nods to get him to keep going and the manager's attention darts back to him. "With your flat, Jin-ah. The police called. Seems like someone broke into it while you were away for the day. You can't go back, obviously, though they put someone to guard your door while they investigate. We've been looking into finding you a hotel room for the night, but maybe you'd prefer going to your family..." He’s wringing his hands nervously. Next to Seokjin, Namjoon has tensed almost imperceptibly. The hand on his back fists the back of his shirt then releases it.

    "You can come to mine," Namjoon says, his deep voice reassuring so close to Seokjin's ear. Their eyes meet when Seokjin turns his head towards him, and he’s surprised to find him looking alert, no sleepiness to detect on his face. His attention is all on him, the manager excluded from their discussion. "In the spare room, yeah?"

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    "Did you know Namjoon still lives in our hometown?" Yoongi is babbling now, unaware that Seokjin hasn't said a thing in several minutes. "I totally stalked his instagram. He still has those killer dimples but he is so hot now hyung, he's got those muscles and his legs are so sexy..."

    "I had no idea you were still into him," Seokjin says when he finally finds his voice again.

    "Well I'm single and he's hot. It's not like I've had anyone else to crush on in all those years, so..." Ouch. "I'm not not into him, I guess? Back then I never had the courage to confess but now that we're adults I think maybe it's time to make a move, I guess? If he says no, well..." He drawls like the idea of Namjoon rejecting him doesn't hurt, but Seokjin knows him. He can hear the hint of insecurity in his voice. Yoongi clears his throat. "Which is why I thought... You could offer to help him organise the party, hyung. That way you can tell him how sexy and popular and cool I have gotten. And also discover if he's into men. Better maximise my chances, yeah?"

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    When Seokjin comes out of the radio building he finds out the city has been blanketed by a thin layer of snow, making the scenery looks like it’s been coated in powdered sugar. He blows on his hands twice then buries them into the pockets of his winter coat. It wasn’t snowing when he’d entered the building five hours ago but one of the callers had talked about it; a comment on the first snow of the year making them feel like a new birth. They had talked for a moment about the cleansing like feeling of fresh snow, as opposed to the nurturing impression of nature waking up during spring, and then they had talked some more about why Seokjin’s caller felt that cleansing need, and why it came back every winter with every fresh snow.

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    "Namjoon! Hey! So happy you could make it!"

    When Namjoon was getting ready to see Seokjin this evening after his hyung had suggested they do something special tonight, just the two of them, he had expected to find him dressed more in a date appropriate outfit and less in... All black, lose clothes paired with... A beanie? He squints, the gears in his head turning as fast as possible to try to make sense of the situation.

    Seokjin waves happily and unrolls the beanie until it covers his whole face, two holes making it possible to see through it. Namjoon stares. Is it too late to turn on his heels and pedal back home?

    "But what did I make it to, exactly?"

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    The advanced group is small, immuable. Namjoon’s been returning to the camp every year for the last five years and the new guy is the new first introduction to it since little Jeongguk three years ago.

    The addition doesn’t really make sense, according to Namjoon’s calculations. First of all, adding one person will make their group an uneven number which is clearly impractical for table tennis. Their coach will have to play amongst them, which means he won’t be able to watch them as well as they usually do. Namjoon wonders if his father knows it. He doesn’t think he’d be too happy to learn that.

    Aside from the number, there is the fact that the guy apparently doesn’t even play in a team, if at all. Namjoon isn’t here for kiddie camp, he’s here to improve. He cannot lose any time playing anyone too easy, even if destroying the guy might make him feel good the first two times. Namjoon is here to meet serious opponents. Namjoon is here to become a champion.

    So yes, Namjoon is yet to meet that guy but he already feels really bad about the new year.

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    Twitter friends Seokjin and Namjoon finally have the chance to meet in person, and Seokjin realizes he’ll have to do something about his massive crush on Namjoon.

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    It starts as a joke, at first. Seokjin, who’s probably the biggest BT21 fan out of all of them, receives a notification for a new tweet from the official account and tilts his phone in Namjoon’s direction when he asks to see.

    It’s a picture of some stupid merchandising matching the characters in pairs. RJ and Koya are paired together as usual so Seokjin naturally does a dumb joke about the characters acting like a married couple.

    "You do realise RJ and Koya can't actually be married, right hyung?" Namjoon says suddenly. Seokjin blankly stares at him, waiting for him to extrapolate. For reasons he can’t understand Namjoon’s confidence unnerves him. Why can’t RJ and Koya be married, after all? "Same gender couple can't get married in Korea for a start. And even if we could, I'm pretty sure a koala and alpaca same gender couple can't get married anywhere anyway."

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    And now Seokjin is in front of him in a silky shiny shirt and that exact same diamond choker and they’re about to get on stage but Namjoon can’t stop thinking about Seokjin wearing that choker and nothing else, Seokjin on his lap with diamonds glittering around his pretty neck, Seokjin with his head thrown back and his lips opened in that silent moan that shows just how blissful he feels.

    Seokjin cocks his head to the side, smiles (His lips are so shiny, fuck, more alluring than any diamond.) and slides a finger under the choker, gives a slight tug. “I’m not doing anything,” he says, doing the exact opposite of that.

    Namjoon knows from experience that the choker is not tight enough to make it hard to breathe, but just enough that it’s impossible to forget it’s here. He knows how heavy it had felt on his neck, the weight of diamonds and Seokjin’s eyes combined pressing on his Adam apple.

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    Namjoon goes back to his book but his hand is still gently caressing his side and Seokjin focuses on the way the fabric of his top is slowly starting to ride up, knowing Namjoon’s hand will find skin under it in a short moment… But the second their skins make contact Namjoon freezes then slowly removes his hand, putting it around Seokjin’s shoulders instead. Seokjin frowns.

    “Namjoonie,” He whines again. Namjoon squeezes his shoulder. “Namjoonie, why don’t you touch me?”

    Namjoon gently pushes Seokjin off of him and smiles a fake kind of smile at him, turning to face him. “I do?” He says, more of a question than an affirmation.

    “You don’t! Namjoon be honest with me. Are you bored of me already?”

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    “Seokjin,” His mother enters the desk he holed himself in, a letter in her hand. Seokjin has received and read enough of those to know exactly what it contains and he prepares his rebuff already, frowning slightly. He was so sure his mother would stop trying to push the subject after a while but it seems she’s not discouraged yet. He opens his mouth but she stops him by raising her hands in the air in a truce offering sign. “I think you should really consider this proposition. It really fits your expectations, my son.”

    “You know she can’t fit my expectations, mother,” Seokjin says, frowning as much as is considered polite in front of your mother when your mother is a retired queen.

    “Not she, Seokjin. I think he could fit your expectations alright, if you gave him a chance.”

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    The first thing Namjoon sees is a life size reproduction of a medieval nativity scene made exclusively of spongebob characters. He’d heard about that famous reproduction of The wave entirely made of pugs, but that one composition is totally new to him. Probably a special commission to make the waiting room more welcoming, he imagines.
    He squints from where he's sitting on (a velvet meridienne) and comes to the conclusion that yes, that is real paint, not a simple print of a digital illustration. Not that it wouldn't already be impressive, of course. Kudos to the artist.
    The second thing he sees, right underneath the painting, is a massive rainbow flag.

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    Namjoon regrets it the second his palm makes contact with Seokjin's cheek. In a flash the touches he'd gave him already during the day come back to him and he recoils on himself, guilt crashing down his muddled brain.

    One: A brush of their fingers in the morning, because Seokjin looks so lovely when he's still half asleep and because Namjoon is tired enough that he indulges in it.

    Two: A squeeze to his biceps during practice when Seokjin missed a step and grimaced at him in the mirror, a gesture of comfort because Seokjin is still insecure about his dancing skills even though he dances amazingly.

    Three: His hand on Seokjin's knee when they'd been squeezed next to each other on the couch during their little party. He doesn't have excuses for this one, except that it was the end of the day and he was still allowed one touch.

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    Seokjin wraps his arms loosely around Namjoon's shoulders, apparently unaware of his inner turmoils, and rubs his nose against Namjoon's jaw. "Mmm, Namjoonie," He mumbles gently. Everything about him screams comfort and home and Namjoon feels himself gradually relaxing in his arms. "Love you Joonie," He says when Namjoon embraces him back.

    He thinks he could doze off here with his nose pressed in Seokjin's soft smelling hair, their bodies melting against each other's. It wouldn't be the first time that either of them fall asleep standing, and not the first time they'd fall asleep holding onto each other during one of their long hours of waiting (in airports, backstage before a show, on a mv set.). Seokjin is gently swaying the both of them from side to side, sleepily pursing his lips so they touch Namjoon’s skin. Namjoon really could fall asleep like that.

    “I love you too hyung,”

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    It’s been three weeks since the little For sale! sign on the house next to Seokjin’s has been replaced with a Sold! one. Two weeks since a truck had dropped a surprisingly small amount of boxes and very enthusiast Seoul boy. One week and six days since Seokjin had knocked on his door with a tupperware of food in his hands, ready to welcome the newcomer in true countryside fashion (One third courtesy, two third nosy curiosity.) and had almost dropped when his new neighbour had opened with a smile that had blinded him.

    One week and six days since Seokjin, upon first gazing at his new neighbour, had blurted out Hello I'm your Seokjin, neighbour! and had promptly felt the ardent desire to disappear from the surface of the earth, immediately.

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    "Joonie, wait!"

    Namjoon stops immediately at Seokjin's demand, looking up at him questioningly. Did he do something wrong? Did he misread the situation? Seokjin seemed fine until now, but he's now hiding his face with one hand, the other clutching at Namjoon's shoulder. His nails are long enough that they dig a little in the skin of it, and despite his worry a part of Namjoon's brain notices that he enjoys it. Damn, can't that little bitch stop being horny for a second?

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    Seokjin is a little awkward about physical touches. He's not awkward about receiving them, nor about initiating them as a joke, or to tease people, or to act cute to get what he wants. It’s not difficult to hang off Hoseok’s back when it’s too warm or to throw himself at Jungkook when he’s pouting.
    He's awkward about physical touches he really wants, though, and it only makes it worse than the one person he wants them from is also the only person who's more awkward about them that he is himself.

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