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you are so much more than beautiful to me by goldenbug23
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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He turned around to face his boyfriend. Shane was met with Ilya’s wild blonde curls sticking up in every direction, a blanket wrapped around his shoulders, and a confused look on his face. Shane wanted desperately to curl up into Ilya’s arms and never come out.
or the one where Shane is too stubborn to come to bed, and Ilya just wants to cuddle with his boyfriend
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And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there; he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.
It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.
Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.
So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.
Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.
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03 Aug 2026
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a bark for a bite by stilinscute
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Aug 2026
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Shane asks, “Remember his first practice with the team last year, before leaving to finish his season back home? When Hayes kept calling him ‘toothache’ because of how sweet he was?”
Ilya groans, shakes his head. “No, no, Shanya- that Luca is gone. That Luca was kidnapped by aliens-”
“Abducted.”
“- the moment he stepped off plane in Switzerland. Rookie we have now is some sort of… hell spawn.”
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07 Jul 2026
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The Unread Letters by sxfthope
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is not okay, and his walls are finally caving in.
When a concerned teammate breaks the locker room code to text Shane about his captain's sudden collapse, Shane has to face the fact that he's two hours away in Montreal and helpless.
In a panic, he asks his parents to check on Ilya's Ottawa apartment. But David and Yuna don't just find a messy room, they end up snooping through a drawer and discovering a hidden stack of handwritten letters.
Reading the words Ilya could never say out loud, the Hollanders are forced to confront the horrific reality of his childhood and the crushing weight of the trauma he’s been carrying completely alone.
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30 Jun 2026
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under the rock outside your childhood house by xomie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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Ilya had already been serving Shane long before they put a word to it.
So, naturally, when Shane presented the idea of a fully-written down, rules in place, 24/7 continuation of that dynamic, Ilya swore he felt his body ascending to another plane of being from pure joy. It sounded amazing; being Shane’s, being meant to serve him and him only.
And maybe Ilya was so overjoyed with that idea that he really wasn’t paying attention during the consequences portion of that conversation.
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Or: The time inevitably comes for that daunting first punishment within Shane and Ilya’s newly established domestic dynamic. During the course of said punishment, Ilya learns about this thing called love and wellbeing, and how it coincides with discipline.
Concurrently, Shane learns that hell is very hot for one Grigori Rozanov.
Written as a Six of The Best prompt fill!
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26 Jun 2026
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ain't it exciting you? by emhatesshakespeare
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jul 2026
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Luca Haas is living his dirtiest teenage fantasy. Good for you, Luca Haas.
Title from NFWMB by Hozier, because I am a stereotype.
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- Part 1 of nothin fucks with my baby
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26 Jun 2026