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Shane, Ilya, and Luca have been in a relationship for six months, 2 years after meeting, and 1 year after realizing their feelings. However, no one knows Luca is trans, not even his boyfriends of half a year and he doesn't really know how to tell them. Guess he never gets to figure that out because he gets his period and Hollanov refuse to leave him alone. As they should.
Titles from Never Let Me Go - Florence and the Machine
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- Part 1 of Genderqueer Hollanovaas!!!
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01 Sep 2026
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And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there; he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.
It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.
Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.
So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.
Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.
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03 Aug 2026
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a bark for a bite by stilinscute
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Aug 2026
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Shane asks, “Remember his first practice with the team last year, before leaving to finish his season back home? When Hayes kept calling him ‘toothache’ because of how sweet he was?”
Ilya groans, shakes his head. “No, no, Shanya- that Luca is gone. That Luca was kidnapped by aliens-”
“Abducted.”
“- the moment he stepped off plane in Switzerland. Rookie we have now is some sort of… hell spawn.”
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07 Jul 2026
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The Unread Letters by sxfthope
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is not okay, and his walls are finally caving in.
When a concerned teammate breaks the locker room code to text Shane about his captain's sudden collapse, Shane has to face the fact that he's two hours away in Montreal and helpless.
In a panic, he asks his parents to check on Ilya's Ottawa apartment. But David and Yuna don't just find a messy room, they end up snooping through a drawer and discovering a hidden stack of handwritten letters.
Reading the words Ilya could never say out loud, the Hollanders are forced to confront the horrific reality of his childhood and the crushing weight of the trauma he’s been carrying completely alone.
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30 Jun 2026
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under the rock outside your childhood house by xomie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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Ilya had already been serving Shane long before they put a word to it.
So, naturally, when Shane presented the idea of a fully-written down, rules in place, 24/7 continuation of that dynamic, Ilya swore he felt his body ascending to another plane of being from pure joy. It sounded amazing; being Shane’s, being meant to serve him and him only.
And maybe Ilya was so overjoyed with that idea that he really wasn’t paying attention during the consequences portion of that conversation.
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Or: The time inevitably comes for that daunting first punishment within Shane and Ilya’s newly established domestic dynamic. During the course of said punishment, Ilya learns about this thing called love and wellbeing, and how it coincides with discipline.
Concurrently, Shane learns that hell is very hot for one Grigori Rozanov.
Written as a Six of The Best prompt fill!
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26 Jun 2026
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ain't it exciting you? by emhatesshakespeare
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jul 2026
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Luca Haas is living his dirtiest teenage fantasy. Good for you, Luca Haas.
Title from NFWMB by Hozier, because I am a stereotype.
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- Part 1 of nothin fucks with my baby
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26 Jun 2026
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it doesn't take much (to cover up small cuts) by mx_fanfic_addiction
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Aug 2026
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Ilya is the first person to spot them.
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luca haas struggles with self-harm. He's been hiding it for a long time, but secrets always get out
NO GENERATIVE (or other) AI USED TO WRITE THIS ! FUCK AI
title from small cuts by the brobecks
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- Part 1 of mx's heated rivalry fics
- Part 1 of small cuts verse
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21 Jun 2026
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Taking course over fourteen years:
In 2004, Ilya is sent to live with his aunt and uncle in Ottawa after his father can't handle Ilya's emotions regarding the loss of his mother. It's fine, he thinks. He's good at hockey and still has a chance to make something of himself if he gets everything right.
Also in 2004, he also meets Shane, who is kind, confusing, and eager to be his friend.
By 2009, they're both drafted into the NHL.
By 2013, Ilya no longer has hockey. His once promising career has been swallowed by an all-consuming drug problem and a haunting memory of the love he had for someone who couldn't possibly want him anymore.
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17 Jun 2026
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True Blue by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jul 2026
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The thing is, David’s pretty sure the kid’s living in a car. Or a motel, or something. Things aren’t good; he’s sure of that. He’s not the most observant guy, and he’s kind of shocked Yuna and Shane seem completely oblivious. Ilya’s twelve years old and wears a sweatshirt that hugs his shoulders far too tight, jeans that ride up past his ankles. He grimaces every time he has to force his feet into his shoes, clearly also too small. He absolutely, patently refuses to be driven home, and Irina never picks him up. He says he doesn’t know his mother’s phone number when Yuna asks for it; David suspects she doesn’t have one. And Ilya completely shuts down when someone mentions joining a hockey team.
Ilya and Irina find themselves in Ottawa in 2003. Or more accurately, the Hollanders find them, and never seem to let go.
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17 Jun 2026
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is just ten year plan to fuck by akatomlinson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 May 2026
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Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.
It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.
He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.
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- Part 1 of kitten shane series
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08 Jun 2026
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I Left the Nest (When I was Far Too Young) by CaTr00388
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Jun 2026
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Luca Haas has spent years proving he doesn't need anyone.
As a rising NHL star and Cup champion, Luca has built his life around control. He’s in control of his emotions, control of his body, and most importantly control of the part of himself he's spent all of his adult life hiding. It isn't easy, and it certainly isn't healthy, but it works. Mostly.
Then one bad night shatters the careful distance he's maintained from everyone around him.
Suddenly his captains are paying far too much attention to him. They're worried. They're persistent. And worst of all, they're kind.
Luca is determined to convince them (and himself) that everything is fine.
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31 May 2026
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starry eyes by revspersec
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Aug 2026
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Early on, after one of Haas’ first games with the team, Hollander had scored the winning goal. Rozanov had been joking around with his husband, parading praise around the locker room afterward, pressing a sloppy kiss to his cheek. Hollander rolled his eyes, chided, “Ilya.”
Haas was watching them, expression crooked into something a little unimpressed. Rozanov had noticed, arched his own eyebrow, and said, voice flat, “You have something to say, Haasy?”
Haas looked back and forth between them flippantly. “No, Captain.”
or: Luca Haas does not put an effort into getting along with the Centaurs— he’s cocky, uncaring, reserved. As his shell slowly breaks, and he finds himself getting closer to not only his team, but his Captains
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- Part 6 of hollanovaas
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28 May 2026
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Pelenashka- a traditional Slavic swaddle doll given to babies to guard them and ward off illness and evil.
Ilya has dark and dangerous secrets he has shamefully kept from even the Hollanders.
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27 May 2026
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Roadie by LaLaLurking
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jul 2026
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"Luca hated the thought that Shane and Ilya would think his devotion to working hard for them was just because of a silly crush he had on the hockey equivalent of the ‘cutest boys in school’. It went so much deeper than that. When his idol worship turned into something tangible, it mutated. He was becoming the best possible version of himself on the ice, which made him feel like maybe he was worth something off the ice too. He had Shane and Ilya to thank for that. And he couldn’t seem to find the limit of how far he would go to show his gratitude."
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Luca Haas learns how to want what he wants because Shane and Ilya are there to help. Shane and Ilya get a fresh start at first love.
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25 May 2026
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Won't You Pull Me Through? by Patel_Moon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov signed his life away at 18, spending the last ten years being owned by multiple Alphas in Russia. Regardless of how softly and sweetly these Canadians talk, being owned by Shane Hollander will be no different.
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19 May 2026
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Anthesis by Blueice1998
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 May 2026
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In Russia, omegas were little more than livestock, bred and sold to produce children for packs of alphas and betas.
Ilya knew it could be worse. He’s never met an omega in Canada. They were all killed or placed on breeding farms in the arctic circle. Maybe some third unconscionable thing he didn’t have the mental capacity to comprehend. That's why when he falls ill during the Centaur’s morning practice, he’s terrified.
Or, omegas make up less than 1% of the Canadian population and are revered. Ilya Rozanov does not know this.
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19 May 2026
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the age of pleasure by emlikeshollanov, pixiecore
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Jul 2026
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"I-I'm sorry," he says, "You were sleeping and I— And we have practice tomorrow for the big game."
"Luca."
Tears land on Ilya's sweatpants.
"I'm sorry I made you a-angry, sir."
Shane presses on the breaks a little harder than he probably should've at a red light.
"Haasy," Ilya calls as the hand in his hair gets just a touch rougher, pulling him to look upwards. His voice is different and something like a switch clicks in Luca's brain, turning off the permanent noise machine inside it, "Settle. You're good here."
"I'm sorry, captain."
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Luca Haas has a really bad introduction to BDSM via ex-boyfriend. Married Hollanov are here to help.
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07 May 2026
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No Feedback (Give It To Me) by grit_and_gospel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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“Colour?” Ilya asks again. The word slices through the fog.
Shane drags his eyes up. Ilya’s face is close, intent, reading him.
The first answer that rises is still green. It's there on the tip of his tongue. He can take more. He wants more. He wants to be the kind of person who can take more.
The second answer, quieter and more honest, is something else entirely.
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Shane comes to Ilya’s Ottawa lake house with three days off, exhausted from the tiring business of being Shane Hollander and desperate to stop thinking.
Ilya is extremely happy to oblige. The plan is simple: rough sex, marks that will fade before anyone else can see them, and enough aftercare to keep them both smug about how good they are at this.
Naturally, they get ambitious.
Naturally, things do not go entirely to plan.
[Or: Shane gets exactly what he asked for, and Ilya gets a sudden and unwanted education in dom drop]
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06 May 2026
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8-year-old Shane Hollander thinks he knows everything. About hockey, life, friendships, school. It isn’t until the Rozanov family moves in next door that he realizes he doesn’t know much about anything at all.
Or: Childhood best friends to lovers.
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- Part 11 of Hollanov
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24 Mar 2026
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Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.
Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.
His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.
But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"
By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.
But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…
Shane says yes.
And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.
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19 Mar 2026