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Dean is a novice in the dom/sub world asked by his employer as a desperate last resort to be a sub for his recluse of a brother, Castiel. Castiel is a diagnosed OCD suffering from PTSD and agoraphobia, mysophobia, and dystychiphobia. Needless to say—he’s a mess who hasn’t stepped out of his home in literally seven years. The only times Gabriel can see traces of the way his brother used to be is when he feels in control—specifically when he has control over a sub. However, due to his idiosyncrasies and paranoia, keeping a sub around has been impossible. Enter Dean, who’s not a very traditional submissive, to try his hand at subbing for the hermit.
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28 Aug 2025
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Dean Winchester's life is... well, it's not great. He's a gym teacher, he's in his thirties, and he can't seem to keep any part of his life straight. When the aftermath of a one-night stand goes awry, Dean is dragged kicking and screaming out of his cozy little closet and into the harsh light of reality.
Enter: Castiel Novak, the new history teacher, who knows full well that life gets crappy when you don't allow yourself to live it in the way it needs to be lived.
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24 Aug 2025
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it dawns darling on the daffodil pastures by fleeceframe
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
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“You’re not usually one to shy away from fornication.”
Dean’s not usually one to get greedy. Usually he just pushes it all down, the little things. He’s just not there yet. Things like getting slapped during sex and wearing women’s underwear and putting on fun costumes are just part of Dean’s mystical little fantasy world that don’t need to be brought to the light of day.
And the precarious answer to Cas’s implied question is, “This is about more than just sex. Even though the sex is a bonus.”
“It’s about… you…” Cas says it slowly, like he’s trying to let Dean fill in the blanks.
“Liking it when you take care of me.”
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- Part 4 of you see me in the lovely garden tending
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19 Aug 2025
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“Well, it’s a silly thing to be worried about. The way that you enjoyed the company of women earlier on in your life has nothing to do with the way we are now. And, besides-” Cas’s voice drops to a shy murmur, matching the bashful, knitting rhythm of the way he’s currently playing with Dean’s fingers- “I think I’d like to hear about it.”
Alright, Dean likes to think he’s pretty good at handling surprises, but he’s not even sure if his eyeballs are still in his skull at this point with the way they’re popping out.
“Hear about the way I enjoyed the company of women,” Dean says like he’s waiting for the punchline.
“Why not? What’s wrong with that?”
“Cas, normal people don’t wanna hear about their boyfriend’s exes.”
or the one where dean's a little insecure about his sexual history, cas wants to know about it, dean loves eating pussy, and cas loves dean
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- Part 2 of you see me in the lovely garden tending
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15 Aug 2025
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“What? Does watching me snore get your rocks off or something?”
Dean’s tone borders on joking, but the words burn uncomfortably in Castiel’s ears. He can feel where the whole line of his body tenses. He needs to leave, needs to escape and wrap all of his rotten fantasies up in a tight little box and throw them away where they will never see the light of day again. Castiel swallows, jolts as his eyes dart around and refuse to meet Dean’s.
“Wait.” Dean sounds disbelieving. Castiel wants to disappear. “Wait, seriously, Cas?”
or the one where cas doesn't really understand how human kinks work or why he finds dean sleeping so hot, and dean is just excited to do something that cas wants
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14 Aug 2025