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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    "The daylight is just breaking through the clouds when Louis first thinks about dying. He woke up far too early and, unable to fall back to sleep, decided to watch the sky. It starts to crack open but there is no paradise waiting behind. There is no silver lining only a new day with nothing new about it.
    Would anyone truly miss him?
    Most of his friends have probably forgotten he exists by now and the ones that haven’t don’t see him enough to have that much of a bond. His family are used to him not visiting, so they probably wouldn’t notice any difference. They’d be upset, sure, but they’d get over it. It would probably be a weight off everyone’s shoulders.
    The way he sees it, there are hooks holding everybody to earth, stopping us from drifting away. They’re things to grab onto when the winds get to strong or our gravity starts to fade. Louis doesn’t feel like he has any. He did, but they seem to have crumbled, become weak. If he grabbed on now they would fly away with him so its best just to leave them be."

     

    Louis is running on autopilot and his thoughts are taking over. There seems like no way out until he bumps into an old friend.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Louis is his soulmate. Or at least Harry thinks he is. Louis feels the same as Louis. But there are a lot of people named Louis in the world and this Louis might not be the Louis. It’s besides the point though, because Harry knows he can’t allow himself to get close to any boys. He just can’t and he’s told himself this multiple times. He has to simply stay away from Louis Tomlinson. But he can’t. Harry Styles can never stay away from Louis Tomlinson. It’s physically impossible for him to.

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    13 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 99

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    Life should be perfect, becoming a world famous boy band with your best friends and the love of your life right beside you. But there is trouble in paradise. Louis and Harry try to cope with the pressures of their new life and the glass closet they are being forced into, relying on each other to cope. They share everything, or that is what Harry thinks but Louis has a secret. A secret that is tearing him apart.

    Can Louis find the strength to seek help or will he self destruct? What is worse, being forcefully closeted or being cruelly outed?

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    13 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    Louis is a song-writer. Harry is an English Literature student. When 23 year old Louis and 21 year old Harry met, they both were struggling with life itself. Louis goes out to party every night to forget all those dark shit in his mind whereas Harry is ready to give everything he has up to be just loved a little by anybody.

    Louis sees Harry from behind, those long curls... His fuzzy head confuses him and he mistakes Harry for a girl, sends a drink, adds a note... and they meet in a random club of the glorious & dreadful New York.
    What will happen when Harry realizes this is the Louis Tomlinson he is a huge fan of? And What will happen when Louis realizes he slowly starts to become a fan of Harry, as well?
    I don't know but we will see along the way. After all, that's the way life goes...

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    13 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    He's so in love it feels silly sometimes, not really thinking it's possible for someone his age feel such strong things about a bloke he met while scrolling through fucking Instagram. Before Louis arrived to Manchester, he used to stay up at night and think maybe it was all a big dream his mind had created in those moments he had between life and death, that instead of showing him all his life, it created a fantasy with the man of his dreams, finally getting to fall in love. It was bloody dumb, he knew that, but he also knew how much life hated him, how he had been miserable for almost his entire existence.
     

    And right now, in Louis' arms, he prays this isn't his imagination or a dream, he prays to whoever is out there that he'll always have this, his love with Louis.

     

    Harry finds Louis without meaning to, quickly obsessing with the blue-eyed boy and somehow ends up having a long distance relationship with him, getting to have the teenage love story he always longed for. But Harry quickly learns that it’s not as easy as it seems, having to decide what’s best for the both of them.

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    13 Apr 2026