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Dewdrop Ghoul



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    Mushy May '25 -- thanks to @forlorn_crows!

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    "I made a decision," he said quietly. "A really important one."

    Yuna raised an eyebrow but didn't interrupt.
    Shane swallowed hard. "I erm- I think I'm going to carry a baby."

    For a moment, the words seemed to hang in the air between them.

    Yuna blinked once in surprise.

    Not because the idea of a baby shocked her. She knew how badly Shane and Ilya wanted a family of their own.

    No.

    The surprise came from the fact that the words had come from Shane himself. For years, the thought of pregnancy alone had terrified him.

    "You're serious?" she asked softly.

    Shane nodded slowly. "Y- Yeah I am."
    He looked down at his hands again, fingers twisting together. "I know it's... a lot. And I know how I used to react whenever it came up." He let out a humorless laugh. "I practically had a panic attack the first time Ilya mentioned it, but-"

    Yuna reached across the table and placed her hand over his. "That was before," she said.

    Shane's jaw tightened.

    Before.

    Or Shane Carries his and Ilya’s rainbow baby a year after Ilya has a stillbirth with their son.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Whimpering, Shane looked down between their bodies. Ilya’s other hand dragged slowly down Shane’s chest, over his trembling stomach, and came to rest just below his navel. There, pressed against Ilya’s own abdomen, was a soft, distinct bulge.

    “See?” Ilya whispered, his eyes glowing with a feral light. “That’s me. Inside you.”

    He pressed down with his fingers, right on the bulge.

    Shane screamed.

    (or, first day at the cottage gets Ilya scent drunk on his omega)

    Tag to be covered: Crying Shane Hollander

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    11 Mar 2026

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    “Why not strip poker?”

    Shane blinks. Over the roars of the rest of the table, Ilya has to lean over so that Shane can hear him. His hot breath tickles across Shane’s cheek.

    “Hollander? This is okay with you?”

    Shane opens his mouth to say no are you all crazy there is no way I could get naked in front of you without you being able to see how desperately I want you, but swallows it down.

    “Sure. Yeah, it’s fine. I’m okay.”

    Or: the boys gang up on shane during strip poker and ilya is going to kill them dead

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    04 Mar 2026

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    “You’re being difficult.”

    “I am not being difficult, Hollander, you are the one being difficult and annoying.”

    “I just don’t see what the big deal is,” Shane had his phone pressed between his ear and his shoulder as he moved around his kitchen, making breakfast, “It’s not like it’s some kind of classified information.”

    “Is just not important,” Ilya said evasively, and Shane could hear the sound of his fridge opening on the other end.

    “I think your birthday is very important,” Shane said stubbornly, setting his glass down a little harder than he meant to, so that it clacked against the countertop, “I don’t know why you’re acting like this about it.”

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    01 Mar 2026