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At the End, Always Look Backwards by Faiiiiiiiiiithk (hamadabawpes)
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
10 Aug 2026
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In a world in which you know everything, what left is there but to ponder what could've been? If life was happier, if you went in a different direction? In all honesty, the only thing you have no way to be sure of are things that never happened.
Derek plans to take full advantage of this while he still has time, with a wondering of what getting coffee with Avery might've looked like if it happened.- Language:
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What is the definition of peace?
Is it being content, or simply living? It's different for everyone, so can you really ask for a true definition? Does that make the feeling something subjective, because nobody could tell you what it is? 007n7 didn’t know, and he wasn’t sure if he ever would.
In which our beloved Ex-exploiter somehow woos almost everyone while just trying to not cause drama and be a good dad. And maybe along the way he starts to learn his definition of peace.
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The Frostbitten Twilight by Faiiiiiiiiiithk (hamadabawpes)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
25 Mar 2025
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Yanqing is a ton of things. He can DO a ton of things. He’s smart, and although a bit reckless, he can figure a lot of things out. One thing he can’t figure out is his life. Odd occurrences add up into a bigger picture, and one answer leads to many more questions. And With two Jing Yuans pestering him, what is he to do?
TL;DR: Abundance!Yanqing who also travels about 750 years into the past in his dreams, and has been for the past 5 years, Including High Cloud Quintet as basically his family because i'm a train wreck.
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"It doesn’t escape Gon’s notice that Killua is showing unfathomable restraint about the whole situation. He’s frightened and confused. All he knows is that he’s not yet allowed to leave the hospital, and that Gon and Leorio, in some way, are obstacles to overcome. For someone with Killua’s training to feel so acutely scared and disoriented and not respond with violence defies any sort of logic Gon knows. If he wanted to, Killua could fight his way out of the hospital, leave a path of bloodied bodies in his wake, and at last be free. But he doesn’t so much as raise a hand towards either of them. Gon has always known it, but this situation proves it beyond all doubt. Killua’s not truly a killer at heart. He never has been."
A Nen ability leaves Killua disoriented and badly panicked, and Gon, like always, does what he can.
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- Part 2 of whumptober requests 2020
Bookmarked by Faiiiiiiiiiithk (hamadabawpes)
24 Sep 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
Something about this is just so goddamn peak