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    Camp Ryden by

    Fandoms: Bandom, Panic! at the Disco  

    25 Aug 2019

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    Spencer owes him. Going to summer camp and being eaten alive by mosquitoes was a bad idea to begin with, but count on Ryan’s bad luck and it only gets worse. Especially when he manages to get himself lost in the mountains and meets the hot guy who says is an alien.

    “I am from up there.”
    Abruptly, I snap my head back and stare at Brendon, who’s pointing at the sky.
    “Heaven?” Maybe Brendon’s cult is super religious and brainwashed him into thinking he’s been resurrected or something.
    He bites his bottom lip, but his upper one shoots upwards. Oh fuck, is he laughing at me? I’m not the one who’s naked and claiming he’s from the sky.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    For An Albatross by

    Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, Bandom, Twenty One Pilots  

    23 Aug 2017

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    Ryan never was the best at human interaction, especially if the human he's interacting with is extremely hot. Or fucking his flatmate. Or both. Brendon was definitely both.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Old Fashioned by

    Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco  

    20 Oct 2023

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    The year is 1815. A 24-year-old Brendon Urie travels from New York to London for his sister's debut in society. A 25-year-old Ryan Ross isn't too pleased at the idea of his home being offered up as a vacation spot to Brendon and his family for the season.

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    Warnings: Contains attitudes appropriate to the time the story is set.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    All These Things That I've Done by

    Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco  

    30 Apr 2025

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    Brendon hates Ryan. Ryan hates Brendon.

    At least, that’s how tour starts.

    But between stolen hoodies, almost-kisses, and one truly terrible boyfriend, things get complicated.

    It’s messy, slow and violent.

    And maybe, just maybe, it’s not hate after all.

    Edit: changed name from backstage static

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Brighter Days by

    Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

    01 May 2025

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    From closer, it’s clear that Minho is about his age. He’s handsome— very much so— in an untouchable sort of way. Straight nose, sharp eyes, a defined cupid’s bow. He looks sculpted rather than born. Jisung might shrink under the weight of his presence if the situation were different.

    Knowing that Minho is dying ruins the illusion of perfection.

    Jisung answers an ad online reading: "I'm going to die, but there's a lot of things I haven't done yet that I don't want to do alone."

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    20 Oct 2025