18 Bookmarks by hangurselfup
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"I do have to share a bathroom with Brendon, and a bedroom wall, too, so maybe I’ll lose some sleep and a bit of sanity, but it shouldn’t be too bad. Once you’ve shared bunk space in a shitty tour bus, you’ve kind of seen it all."
Cabin AU in which the band secludes themselves in a cabin for three weeks, and through relaxing, de-stressing, smoking weed, and song writing, Ryan maybe discovers some things about himself, too.
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28 Mar 2026
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Spencer owes him. Going to summer camp and being eaten alive by mosquitoes was a bad idea to begin with, but count on Ryan’s bad luck and it only gets worse. Especially when he manages to get himself lost in the mountains and meets the hot guy who says is an alien.
“I am from up there.”
Abruptly, I snap my head back and stare at Brendon, who’s pointing at the sky.
“Heaven?” Maybe Brendon’s cult is super religious and brainwashed him into thinking he’s been resurrected or something.
He bites his bottom lip, but his upper one shoots upwards. Oh fuck, is he laughing at me? I’m not the one who’s naked and claiming he’s from the sky.Bookmarked by hangurselfup
17 Mar 2026
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For An Albatross by hollowbirds (torturousthings)
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, Bandom, Twenty One Pilots
23 Aug 2017
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Ryan never was the best at human interaction, especially if the human he's interacting with is extremely hot. Or fucking his flatmate. Or both. Brendon was definitely both.
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16 Feb 2026
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The year is 1815. A 24-year-old Brendon Urie travels from New York to London for his sister's debut in society. A 25-year-old Ryan Ross isn't too pleased at the idea of his home being offered up as a vacation spot to Brendon and his family for the season.
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Warnings: Contains attitudes appropriate to the time the story is set.
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16 Feb 2026
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Brendon hates Ryan. Ryan hates Brendon.
At least, that’s how tour starts.
But between stolen hoodies, almost-kisses, and one truly terrible boyfriend, things get complicated.
It’s messy, slow and violent.
And maybe, just maybe, it’s not hate after all.
Edit: changed name from backstage static
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16 Feb 2026
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From closer, it’s clear that Minho is about his age. He’s handsome— very much so— in an untouchable sort of way. Straight nose, sharp eyes, a defined cupid’s bow. He looks sculpted rather than born. Jisung might shrink under the weight of his presence if the situation were different.
Knowing that Minho is dying ruins the illusion of perfection.
Jisung answers an ad online reading: "I'm going to die, but there's a lot of things I haven't done yet that I don't want to do alone."
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20 Oct 2025
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Imagine Living Like A King Someday by conshellation
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
02 Mar 2021
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Southview Boarding School isn’t a castle and Phil Lester isn’t royalty, but he has everything. His father owns the school, he’s popular, has the best room, gets all the best treatment – there are very few things that aren’t handed to him on a platter. Dan is a cleaner/Phil’s personal maid there, and he isn’t as lucky. Everyone seems to take an aversion to the outsider, including Phil (at first).
*disclaimer* as much as i still adore dan and phil as creators i no longer engage with them the same way i did 4 years ago so i don't associate the characters in this story with them any more than them literally sharing the same name (appearance being a v loose inspiration)
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09 Oct 2025
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Religion! Horror! Exorcisms! Piercings! And Gerard is a priest.
Disclaimer: I stole frequently and unrepentantly from Joss Whedon and the makers of various horror movies throughout this whole series. Also I am not an expert on the Vatican or medical-type things, so please accept my apologies in advance for all the wild inaccuracies I am sure you are about to encounter. If everyone could just assume this is the Magical Made-Up Vatican, you know, like the religious institution version of those tour buses that drive themselves and don't carry anyone but the band, that would be awesome.
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25 Sep 2025
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Play A Song For Me by caitthecrate
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
22 Mar 2026
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Dan Howell’s summer is no different from any other, except for the fact that he’s due to start university at the end of it. With only two weeks left, he’s found himself on the precipice of a depressive episode. He’s following his passion in music, something he’s ached to do since forever, and yet there is still so much missing from his life.
Phil Lester just so happens to suck at one particular boss of a video game, and needs whatever help he can get. So, he does what he’s never done before: he sends an unsolicited message to a complete stranger online in the hopes of receiving the advice he’s looking for.
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25 Aug 2025
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Volume 1: Over the Tracks by beggarsnotes
Fandoms: The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
29 Mar 2010
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- Part 1 of The Heart Rate of a Mouse
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28 Jul 2025
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put me under your spell (then hide the crime) by xiaochong
Fandoms: 약한영웅 | Weak Hero (TV)
04 Oct 2025
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Go Hyuntak's life has never been more peaceful: graduated high school, friends leading a peaceful life, his mother happy, and everything going well in his new relationship with Geum Seongje.... well, almost. Because when the latter nonchalantly suggests him to move in with him, Hyuntak crashes out.
Or: the sequel to fight so dirty i indulged myself in writing
Vietnamese and Russian translations available!!
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- Part 2 of you love so sweet, then hide the crime
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08 Jun 2025
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Go Hyuntak's life was ruined by Geum Seongje, that day where he permanently damaged his knee and made him lose his athlete career. Hyuntak promises himself to get revenge at him, but as they spend more time together, Hyuntak grows more and more intrigued by Seongje, thinking more and more about him...?
Or: Hyuntak has lost it for Seongje, like all of us
Vietnamese translation available!!
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- Part 1 of you love so sweet, then hide the crime
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Hyun-tak wasn’t the type of guy to thinks too much before speaking. Or before throwing a punch. Which worked fine, most of the time.
But that was only until Seong-je starts showing up again. Not with fists, not with backup, but with that fucking smile full of teeth. The uncanny ability to press the right button, and then act like he didn’t mean to. Except…
The threats that didn’t actually sound like threats. His laughs, the way he touched Hyun-tak.
They were to make Hyun-tak react. Too confused, too caught in between the fight and his will to protect his friends. He didn’t get it. Didn’t want to get it. But he let it happen without knowing why anyway.
Let Seong-je get close enough to leave a mark.
And Seong-je? He wanted to dig this feeling up. Strip it down. Watch it burn.
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01 Jun 2025
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It’s been three months since the fight with the Union and since Na Baekjin’s sudden death. Three long months of Hyeontak watching his best friend fall apart under the weight of grief. But one summer day, everything changes. Hyeontak gets a message from an unknown number, with one request: Hyeontak must stay away from Baku. Hyeontak doesn’t listen at first. But then Keum Seongje reappears in his life, and suddenly nothing feels certain anymore.
Now Hyeontak isn’t sure if what’s coming next is redemption—or something far worse.
(or a post-canon fic where Seongje crawls into Hyeontak's life and Baekjin doesn't die).
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30 May 2025
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While searching for something in the attic, Suho finds his old phone. Only, when he turns it on, hundreds of messages from Sieun await him.
Or the one where Suho reads the messages Sieun sent him during his coma.
To be read with creator's style!
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- Part 3 of Don't Let Morning Come
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30 May 2025
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go hyuntak and his terrible, horrible, no good, very bad situationship by lightningmcqveer
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
08 Jun 2025
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Go Hyuntak doesn't go looking for trouble. It usually finds him.
Scratch that. It always finds him. Annoyingly enough, it's always in the shape of a messy-haired, ugly jacket wearing, glasses bastard.
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28 May 2025
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it's rotten work (not to me, not if it's you) by yeonsiieunn
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
29 Nov 2023
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Sieun helps Suho in the shower.
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25 May 2025
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Suho and Sieun visit the hot springs.
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14 May 2025