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    The scent off the alpha finally hit him, a musky, earthy tang that always made his nose try to retract into his face.

    Well, usually that's what alpha scent did to Kip. Usually he'd subtly pull away and put some distance between himself and whoever was invading his nostrils. This alpha, though, was having the opposite effect. That grounding musk with a hint of lavender and blueberries wasn't in the least bit offensive. No, it was…nice. Calming. It was making Kip feel a little lighter on his feet, actually. His constantly-worrisome brain was quieting down as he stared into the green irises looking back at him with intensity. The more Kip breathed in, the more entranced he became.

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    Game Changer in the omegaverse if Kip and Scott were a fated pair.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Svetlana goes to Shane and Ilya’s for drinks. The last person she expected to show up is Rose Landry, and memories she’s been trying to forget come crashing back.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    There’s what feels like a million alpha scents oozing out from the cracks of the ornate double doors he’s paused in front of. Logically he knows it’s just a hundred. A hundred alphas and their beta chaperones. A hundred alphas carefully vetted by his mom even though omega matching balls are sixty years out of date. They’d whipped this one up special, just for him.

    Because he’s Shane Hollander.

    He’s got two Stanley Cups and he’s the face of so many different brands that had wanted to show they were all about the ‘modern omega’. Shane sure as fucking hell hadn’t felt like a modern omega when Crowell had unearthed an archaic rule from the depths of the league handbooks.

    Omegas must be mated by the age of 25 to be eligible to continue to play.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    After winning the Stanley Cup, hockey captain Shane Hollander comes out as gay, earning support but realizing he’s never explored his sexuality. Yet, awkward attempts at club flirting and misunderstanding in gay culture lead him to reach out to Ilya Rozanov, a dominant ex-NHL star turned porn actor and professional dom, whose confidence and honesty have always fascinated him.

    Ilya, intrigued by Shane’s sincerity and raw need for guidance, agrees to a professional arrangement as Shane's dom, but sets clear boundaries: honesty, self-truth, and the freedom to stop anytime.

    Their explicit, emotionally charged sessions help Shane discover his submissive desires and authentic self as a gay man, while Ilya lets down his guard and risks genuine connection with another person for the first time since his last abusive relationship.

    As Shane’s game improves and rumors swirl, both men struggle with vulnerability, public scrutiny, and evolving feelings.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    There’s Lily, Shane’s Boston girl, but Hayden has no idea her number, where she lives, or what she looks like. She’ll have no way of finding Shane, of being there when he wakes up high and afraid, because he never did well with being out of control. Lily won’t be there. His parents won’t be there. 

    It’s the easiest decision he’s ever made. 

    Hayden skates off the rink, barely pausing as he starts stripping off his gear. Coach surges forward, lips curled up with some order to get back out there, no doubt. He doesn’t give him the chance, “I’m not leaving him. I go where he goes.” 

    And that’s that. 

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    Or, Shane doesn’t wake up so easily and Hayden Pike somehow ends up taking care of Ilya Rozanov. (Jackie does the heavy lifting; he’s just there for the ride and realizations.)

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    22 Dec 2025