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    Jake's aunt gets sick—the summer after his freshman year at college, he moves in to take care of her. She still lives in the same small town his mother left when she was 18.

    Jake is prepared for an uneventful summer, but then he meets Heeseung.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    so so sooo good and so lovely

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    Jake timidly strums Heeseung's purple guitar pick against the strings, locking his gaze on his ex-boyfriend's sparkling eyes like he's searching for a song or a familiar melody that could be hiding in them. And oh, he finds it alright, in the warmth of Heeseung's eyes, it comes in like tidal waves at Gyeongpo Beach. He can almost feel the breeze when he closes his eyes, he strums again and he can hear the seagulls. If he digs deeper inside his memory he'll hear the waves crashing, the taste of salty water against his lips, and the texture of the sand against his bare feet.

    or the one where Jake comes to Korea for his grandmother's funeral and re-encounters his first love at the subway station.

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    Heeseung never forgets the look on Jake’s face when he gets a taste of the older on his tongue. The way his eyes burn so bright with adoration, desire, and a pure, unadulterated hunger as they reach a level of intimacy that was entirely unfathomable to Heeseung before he met Jake.

    Heeseung places his uninjured hand on Jake’s chin, cradling it softly.

    Jake leans into the touch, eyeing the fresh blood on the older’s fingers, “Can I have it?”

    i had his heart in my mouth,
    tasted the wet arteries and the sinewy red muscles,
    the sharpness of his blood.
    i can’t stop dreamin’ about devourin’ him.

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    Jake glances at his hands that are wrapped up in his blanket, fingers tangled in the fluff. “I want to be with you.”

    Oh.

    Heeseung laughs, but it’s all over the place. Breathy and pitchy and squeaky. “So you—when Riki said you liked being mom—“

    Jake groans. “I told him not to say anything!” But when looks back up again, he fixes Heeseung with heavy eyes, and Heeseung feels his heart crashing in his ears.

    “But I only like being mom if you’re dad.”

     

    Alternatively, Heeseung has been in love with Jake for over a year now. All it takes is Riki calling them mom and dad for them both to snap.

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    I'm sorry." the prince said, his voice slightly breathless. "But I don't... Who are you?"

    "Does it matter?" Heeseung asked, leading him through the waltz with ease. "It's a masquerade. The whole point is mystery."

    "The whole point is for me to find a bride." the prince said dryly. "Which you decidedly are not."

    "No." Heeseung agreed. "I'm not."

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    Heeseung was supposed to deliver the prince to his family, not develop a craving that feels too much like love. When he's suddenly being hunted by vampires, Jaeyun must decide whether Heeseung is his captor, his protector, or his doom.

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    15 Dec 2025