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Straight-laced by SleeplessAndObsessed
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
21 Nov 2025
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Phainon stands still and silent in the locker room, all thoughts stopped to a halt, while Mydei, unaware, finishes tying up his shoelaces. Phainon’s eyes grow wide and stupid, his mouth agape, all words forgotten, unable to look away. He must be seeing things… Except he’s not. There’s a string of black cloth hugging his best friend’s hip— lingerie, he thinks, his vocabulary reduced to the bare minimum. Mydei is wearing lingerie. Mydei is-
Or: Phainon Is Very Straight
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07 Mar 2026
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You Gave Me a Key (and Called it Home) by strifeless
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
04 Mar 2026
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It had never been this quiet. Now, with only one body occupying the space, it felt empty. The absence of others pressed in from all sides, the loneliness heavy and stifling. Phainon set the laundry basket down slowly, and let himself sit on the edge of the bed. The mattress dipped beneath his weight, unfamiliarly soft.
He felt empty in a way he hadn’t been able to process until then. It wasn’t until that moment that he’d let it all hit him in full. He wasn’t just lonely, but severed—cut away from the routine he’d grown into without realizing how deeply he relied on it.
But he knew this was only the beginning. The tour loomed ahead of them, a stretch of unfamiliar cities and similarly empty bedrooms waiting to swallow him whole. Months worth of nights spent curled into the sheets by himself, without Mydei next to him.Or: Breaking up with the love of your life is hard. It's made infinitely harder when instead of moving on, you're obligated by contract to go on tour with him, and find yourself in his bed. Especially when you haven't had a proper conversation in six months.
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05 Mar 2026
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”You’re right that Aglaea assigned me to a new project–”
“See? I told you–”
“Because she assigned everyone to a new project. Including the analysts. It’s some cross department bullshit.”
Mydei’s eyes widened. He scans Cipher’s face for any trace of a lie but is only met with annoyance and irritation. If what she’s saying is true, then that means they’ll have to work closely with the other department.
Phainon’s department.
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01 Mar 2026
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'Mydei?' Phainon mouths silently, cautious. Confused. The expression Mydei is wearing must be a severe one, because Phainon's concern remains even when Mydei pulls back Phainon's chair and makes to climb underneath his desk, kneeling on the ground, before drawing him back in by the hips.
He watches Phainon's cheeks color, his eyes widening and his pupils dilating. Phainon's soft lips part—opening and closing wordlessly a handful of times.
"Keep playing," Mydei instructs, voice low as he reaches for the waistband of Phainon's sweatpants and unceremoniously tugging them down. Not teasing. Not performing. "Don't stop."
Phainon helps Mydei destress the only way he knows how.
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- Part 2 of Streamer!Phainon x CEO!Mydei
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19 Feb 2026
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a dash of honey by katraa for starsneverlanding
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
27 Jan 2026
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“What is that?”
Oh. Oh no.
“What is what?” Kaveh asks, quickly. Far, far too quickly.
“That.” Alhaitham reaches forward, then. He grabs Kaveh’s chin and directs the other man’s gaze towards three hearts that have drifted off to Alhaitham’s right.
“O-oh,” Kaveh chokes out, torn between mortified and exceedingly overwhelmed. He has some explaining to do.
Kaveh temporarily suffers from a strange illness where hearts appear whenever his emotions are at a high. Lucky for him, those hearts seem to have a thing for Alhaitham. Go figure.
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31 Jan 2026
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When Aphelios accepted Sett's offer to join a band, neither of them could have predicted how profoundly their lives would change, how they would find true love in Heartsteel. But things that seem too good to be true often are. The deeper they fall in love, the more intently the world seems to want to pull them apart, and only time will tell if they can withstand the pressure, or whether they'll take Heartsteel down with them.
Illustrations by @lordmegi. Weekly updates every Friday!
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27 Jan 2026
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Mydei pays their bickering no mind. Instead, he turns to the rapidly approaching group of five and says, “My friends, I want you to meet them.”
Hephaestion. Perdikkas. Leonnius. Peucesta. Ptolemy.
Phainon greets them with a smile. Or tries to. He’s not sure it lands. He knows them. After all, he’s met them before, countless times actually—some rare cycles here and there where they didn’t meet their ends early.
They’re friendly if not wary. Pleasantries are exchanged, words of joyous occasion, but Phainon’s mind is elsewhere, off on a different plane of existence.
Because Mydei smells like them, and Phainon doesn’t like it.
Mydei returns from Castrum Kremnos smelling like foreign alpha. Phainon reacts.
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26 Jan 2026
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Something So Indecent For a Birthday by GalaxyOx
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
31 Oct 2025
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When his birthday comes, all Flins receives is absence of Varka, but a package arrives: a bizarrely crafted tech toy, molded precisely to the shape he knows too well, linked through the leyline.
Something so indecent for a birthday, it probably shouldn’t have worked as well as it did.
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09 Jan 2026
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It's Kayn's birthday, and Ezreal has been waiting for weeks to give him the perfect gift – himself.
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25 Dec 2025
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Uuuuuhhhh happy birthda jesus ig by PhdMast for ezrealducouteau
Fandoms: League of Legends
22 Dec 2025
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Like.... am i doinf this corrctly?
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25 Dec 2025
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Kayn gets an unexpected text from his bandmate while he's out on a quick run to buy smokes, involving a particular picture of said bandmate in his bedroom, followed by a couple more messages that have him rushing back to the house.
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25 Dec 2025
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“I can see you,” the human says, and his voice is—something. If he were fae, he’d fit right into the Winter Court, with a voice like that, and an outfit that colour. Everything just seems so cold.
“No you can’t,” Ezreal protests, stupidly, throwing his hands over his own traitorous mouth like it might somehow take back the words he’d just said.
“I don’t bite,” the human continues, in a voice that very definitely suggests that he does bite, and worse than that—that he’d like to.
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25 Dec 2025
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tears run down my thighs by dangodangomilk
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
16 Nov 2025
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“Speaking of you two, how did you even start dating?” Cipher asked, peering at him curiously, “I can't imagine how the little nerd asked you out on a date. Enlighten us.”
“I was the one who asked him out, actually,” Mydei answered. Phainon was too dense to make the first move, after all.
All three pairs of eyes at the table stared at him. Clearly, they seemed to have thought the opposite.
Mydei's boyfriend is a total nerd and a beast in bed. Who said one can't be both?
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21 Dec 2025
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Mydei had no choice but to lie about having a boyfriend and now, he had to find a plus one for his bestfriend's wedding. He decided to rent and customise his own boyfriend.
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- Part 9 of Pekan PhaiDei
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12 Dec 2025
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RUGGED trans DADDY gives younger TWINK a POUNDING [ NOT CLICKBAIT ] [ GONE SEXUAL ] by PupsPitt (alteregoapollo)
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
21 Nov 2025
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" Dennis Whitaker had a tie wrapped around his head, a drink in hand and a stranger's lips pressed onto his own.
He was never one to settle for a quick fuck with some bastard drunk enough to take him at a downtown pub, still, maybe things were due to a change.
He had just been accepted for the internship program he had been aiming for, after all. That night, he would make a new man out of his pathetic self, and perhaps nothing could get the job done faster than a cumshot on his face and a brutal pounding of his cervix inside a dirty public bathroom. "OR...
Dennis and Robby have a drunken one night stand a month before their first day working side by side. They're also very trans.
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- Part 1 of HuckleRobby T4T Au
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01 Dec 2025
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A gentle laugh comes from her throat, long and delicate. “Oh, Viktor. You don’t have to date someone to get laid. You’re smarter than that, and as a scientist you should know it’s all simply the right combination of chemicals.”
“Okay, yes, I know that… But what are you suggesting?” Viktor’s heart races, terrified of what she is about to say.
“Have you ever gotten a massage before?”
Okay, maybe he didn’t expect that.
“A massage? I mean, I have physical therapy every week, and they give me a massage sometimes.”
Lest sips her drink demurely, a smirk on her lips.
“Sure, but I mean an erotic massage.”
Viktor blinks at her. “Are you referring to a massage with a… happy ending?”
“Yes. Exactly.”
Over-worked and under-fucked, Viktor decides to take the advice of one of his closest friends. When he meets Gio, a sex worker specializing in erotic massages, the man takes him on a wild ride like he's never had before.
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25 Nov 2025
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Ought to Have Known Better Than to Provoke by GalaxyOx
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
05 Nov 2025
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A friendly sparring leaves Flins distracted, imagining how Varka’s perfect, proud face would look beneath him, silenced and worshipful between his legs.
"I would rather like to watch the pride on your face fall away, replaced by need."
Until Flins learns what happens when you tempt a man built to conquer. By the end of the night, only one of them is left in control, and that isn’t him.
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21 Nov 2025
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Unbothered by the salty tears and snot that slick Ezreal's lips, Kayn accepts all of his mess, his sadness, and kisses him with such tenderness that the dam finally bursts, and Ezreal can't help but sob into his mouth.
Ezreal has what might be the worst day of his life. Then, on the train home, he meets a stranger who has the most gorgeous two-toned eyes.
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23 Oct 2025
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Phainon pushes Mydei’s naked body against the cool glass of the mirror, curving over him from behind, and Mydei, panting, arches his back to grind his ass against the hard line of Phainon’s cock. Pleasure burns through him, his own cock hard and aching, dripping precum. All day, Phainon has been in a strange mood, a possessive mood, and Mydei can’t quite figure out why, but he doesn’t particularly care, not right now. Not when Phainon’s mouth is on the back of his neck and his cock is between his legs, fucking against his thighs.
Phainon forces Mydei to watch in a mirror.
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10 Oct 2025