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Shattered Beyond Recognition [REWRITE IN PROGRESS] by bitterlylovely
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
25 Jul 2025
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Hearing that Cas had ignored Sam’s call was the first major sign that something was cosmically wrong. There were minor signs of course, and all piled together they were impossible to ignore.
Sam was different, and not in any predictable sense.
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“Sam is entirely Sam. He still has his soul.” Cas says, “This is a good thing.”
“I’m sensing a but in there, Cas…”
Cas shakes his head, eyes wide with helplessness and pity. “Sam’s soul has been shattered.”
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A speculative piece on Sam’s personality changes post-Hell. Analysis of Soulless Sam as an analogy for trauma. What if Soulless had a soul the whole time?
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SLAVE!SAM AU
John Winchester kept some things close to his heart. He was a hardened man with only one goal and focus in mind, to avenge Mary's death. But in order to do that, John was willing to sacrifice anything and everything, even giving up the other six-month old son that he had for adoption.
Dean Winchester had lots of memories. Memories of his mom, memories of his brother, and dreams of what his life could have been if they were just alive. But no, it was just him, dad, and Baby. And a bunch of dirty motels in between.
Ben learned to never need or ask for anything, but there was just one thing he always wanted: to be loved. To be cared for and to be loved by an actual family. But he was just a slave, trapped into the realm of monsters and hunters because Ben was a monster, a psychic, and after getting a vision of the yellow-eyed demon, was now placed into the hands of the Winchesters.
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<<“Yeah, that’s—” Sam trailed off, and Dean could see the exact moment the kid’s eyes lost focus and then refocused. “Sorry, what was I saying?” Sam asked politely, and Dean could see just how hard his brother tried every damn time he forgot — how hard he tried not to worry Dean, how hard he tried to remember again.>>
Everything was normal again... except for Sam’s memory, that was. Which happened to be... well, Dean thought it sucked. Sam was just growing tired.
In the second part of this series, we get to see more of the boys’ day-to-day life along with Sam’s new condition — still heavy with angst and hurt/comfort.
You don’t really need to read the previous work, though I highly recommend it!Series
- Part 2 of Memory Issues
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strap in gamers i've had a hell of a year and i can and will project literally all of it onto sam winchester
content warnings will be in the end notes of each chapter like always, read or ignore at your own discretion