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Shane gets jealous that Ilya fucks other people and goes on a rampage. Ilya has to gently reel him back in.
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Shane experiences subdrop for the first time and Ilya helps him through it.
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16 Jan 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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15 Jan 2026
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'“Your eyes are blue,” He observed, “I didn’t know that.”
“Enjoying the view, Hollander?” Rozanov asked.
“Well.” Shane did a once-over again, lingering on the curve of Rozanov’s upper lip. “No complaints so far.”
“You will not be so flirty when we beat you.” Rozanov said. His voice was straight, to the point.
“Good luck.” Shane’s smile didn’t drop, but he let his gaze drop to Rozanov’s lips as he took another drag on his cigarette.
“Hm.”
Shane turned from Rozanov and walked away.'OR
Shane is confident in his sexuality, and confident that he wants Ilya Rozanov's cock down his throat.
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12 Jan 2026
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matter of fact, i caught you lookin' back by sargeantwoof
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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“No,” he says, smiling gently, like he doesn't know how irritating he's being. “Is my room first, da? You should speak with front desk.”
Hollander stares at him.
And then he starts to laugh.
“You ask the front desk,” he shoots back, in between his odd wheezes. Ilya's heart starts to pound in double time, because this is not—this cannot be Shane Hollander playing bed chicken with him. Their competitiveness is fierce, to be certain, but surely, Hollander would be the bigger person, no? “This is my fucking room, Rozanov. Wild horses couldn't drag me away.”
OR: Ilya's apartment is under construction. Shane's in town for a game. It'd be a shame if they somehow had the same hotel room.
[or, or: we need some more goddamn 'there was only one bed' out here.]
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- Part 9 of heated rivalry masterlist
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12 Jan 2026
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Lily: i can’t wait to fuck you
Jane: Yeah, about that…I’m nervous, Ilya.
Lily: don’t be. i will make it good for you. i promise
Lily: you are not the first virgin i’ve takenShane swallowed, licking over his lips and imagining Ilya’s beautiful fingers sliding over the keys when he wrote that text: You are not the first virgin I’ve taken.
Shane tried to suppress the next thought—a thought that surprised even him: Hopefully I’ll be the last.
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10 Jan 2026