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how do i tell you i need you (when you steal the breath in my lungs) by shadoweddepths
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Jul 2024
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But Sam is looking at him with lidded eyes and a soft little smile on his lips. It feels private. Like a smile that’s been saved just for him, out of all the people in the world Sam could smile at like that. Feels like that moment in the bar when their eyes met and it was just the two of them, like the rest of the world fell away and Sam was the only thing that mattered. And it’s – Bucky should be terrified. Probably is terrified, if he stops and thinks about it. But it’s just Sam. Just the person Bucky cares about most in the world.
Sam’s gaze flickers down. It takes Bucky a second to realize – oh, he’s staring at my lips – and then a dizzying rush of heat floods through him. Makes him feel alive in a way he hasn’t felt in so long. Makes him want to lean in, to see what Sam tastes like, how soft his lips are. Wants to see what noise he’d make if Bucky just - just surprised him and leaned forward and –
He’s leaning forward. Closing the distance between them. So slowly, achingly slowly, but it’s –
He can’t. He just –
Can’t.
(Not yet, at least. Not until he works up the courage. But he tells himself that for now it's enough, just being next to him, just being his friend.)
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18 Apr 2026
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all these people think love's for show (but i would die for you in secret) by dharmainitiative
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
21 Aug 2021
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“Are you okay with this?" Bucky asks.
“Yeah,” Sam nods. “Yeah, I mean, it’s not like it would be real. It doesn’t have to mean anything.”
“Exactly.”
“So it’s not a big deal.”
“Right.”
Bucky stares at Sam, expectant, and Sam stares back.
“Well?” Bucky smirks. “You gonna make the first move, or what?”
Or: in an effort to combat the rumors about who Sam is dating, he and Bucky make a rash decision that results in forcing the two of them to pretend to be in a relationship for three months. For PR reasons, of course.
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17 Apr 2026
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Marrow of a Soldier by Anonymous
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Winter Soldier (Comics)
18 Jul 2025
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The Winter Soldier is deployed on a mission deep within an Eastern European forest. It’s an isolated, classified location where a rogue HYDRA scientist has gone off-grid.
After the target is eliminated, he finds himself alone, surrounded by birdsong, sunlight, and memories he shouldn’t have.
He contemplates.
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16 Apr 2026
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just between us (did the love affair maim you too?) by dharmainitiative
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
15 Apr 2022
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“So, guess you’re headed back to Wakanda?”
“I might,” Bucky says. “Honestly, I was banking on going back to Brooklyn. Closest thing I’ve got to home, so, just made sense. But seeing as I’m a fugitive…” He glances over at Sam with a wry smile. “Why, what about you?”
“Rhodey found a spot,” Sam says. “Some safe house on the outskirts of the city. Hasn’t been used in a few years, so, gonna head there and stay low till the pardon is official. Or try to, anyway.”
Bucky is quiet for a minute before he turns to Sam and asks, “Want some company?”
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16 Apr 2026
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What the Hell is Groundhog Day? by amberlink
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel
27 Oct 2025
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“So you’re reliving the same day? Today?”
“Yes,” Bucky says.
“And what, you just go to sleep and it restarts over again?” Sam still sounds like he doesn’t quite believe him.
Bucky swallows. “Basically,” he lies. He’s not going to tell Sam there’s a statistically high probability he dies in the next couple hours.
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13 Apr 2026