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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    “You know you don’t have to do this, right?”

    “I don’t know what you’re talking about, Day.”

    “But you do. You know damn well what I’m talking about and I’m done pretending you don’t.”

    “Day”

    “No! Don’t “Day” me. You think I’m a fucking idiot? You truly believe I don’t hear you when you lock yourself in the bathroom every night just to cry and then come back to bed as if nothing happened? You think I don’t notice how you forget to eat just because you’re too busy trying to make me come back- make HIM come back. You’re not even a person anymore. You’re the shell of a human being, Diesel. You lost weight, you don’t distance yourself from me for a single fucking second and you don’t even care about going to work. You just try to find every little stupid excuse just to stay home with me. ‘I’m tired’, ‘I’m sick’, ‘I don’t feel like it’. WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN, DIESEL. Would you look at your imagine in the mirror and tell me if you actually recognise the person reflected in there? Look me dead in the eyes, Diesel, and tell me: do you even recognise yourself? Do you remember you are a real person and not just a puppet running around, trying to do anything but live?!"

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    04 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 76

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    Day finally asks, voice trembling, “Why do you keep pushing me away?” — Diesel doesn’t have an answer that doesn’t sound pathetic.
    He’s scared.
    Scared of loving. Scared of losing. Diesel doesn’t believe in love.
    He strongly believes that Love leaves.
    Because loving Day means handing over the one thing he’s always been protecting — his heart. He can't admit he needs someone. That he wants someone. That even for a second if Day walked away, it would destruct everything he ever held hopes for.
    Because every time he loved anything as a child, it disappeared.
    If Day leaves him, it won’t just break his heart.

    It will be a testament of everything Diesel has ever thought of himself — that he is too damaged to be loved.
    "WHY DONT YOU FCKING GET IT,DAY??" He screamed at Day clutching his own hair in a tight grip.
    “I CAN'T FUCKING AFFORD TO BUILD MY WORLD AROUND SOMEONE BELIEVING THEY WILL STAY. I DID IT ONCE AND IT TAUGHT ME WHY I NEVER DID THAT EVER AGAIN"---
    Love is going to be either something stitching them together or tearing them apart~

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    24 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    A renowned university – private, elite, the best of the best for the most promising heirs of the country. And most importantly: for alphas only.

    Thee fitted right in. Alpha, firstborn of the Lee family, expanding Arseni’s grounds across borders.

    And Diesel should have, too. Alpha, son of the most influential politician in the country.

    Except Diesel didn’t fit in. He wasn't an alpha. He was born an omega – heavily suppressed, brainwashed, in denial.

    His father knew but enrolled him anyway, willingly sending him into the lion’s den to be eaten alive. Diesel’s scentless self was now helplessly surrounded by overpowering pheromones and hormonal alphas, targeting him the moment he stepped foot on campus.

    Luckily, he met Thee.

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    21 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    After the fight with Rome, Raffy starts feeling guilty...

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    21 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    What if after Dean guilt trips Rome into deleting the video from raffy's phone,it wasnt the only thing that happened.

    Raffy's got someone blackmailing him.

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    14 May 2026