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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    “You know you don’t have to do this, right?”

    “I don’t know what you’re talking about, Day.”

    “But you do. You know damn well what I’m talking about and I’m done pretending you don’t.”

    “Day”

    “No! Don’t “Day” me. You think I’m a fucking idiot? You truly believe I don’t hear you when you lock yourself in the bathroom every night just to cry and then come back to bed as if nothing happened? You think I don’t notice how you forget to eat just because you’re too busy trying to make me come back- make HIM come back. You’re not even a person anymore. You’re the shell of a human being, Diesel. You lost weight, you don’t distance yourself from me for a single fucking second and you don’t even care about going to work. You just try to find every little stupid excuse just to stay home with me. ‘I’m tired’, ‘I’m sick’, ‘I don’t feel like it’. WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN, DIESEL. Would you look at your imagine in the mirror and tell me if you actually recognise the person reflected in there? Look me dead in the eyes, Diesel, and tell me: do you even recognise yourself? Do you remember you are a real person and not just a puppet running around, trying to do anything but live?!"

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    04 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 76

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    Day finally asks, voice trembling, “Why do you keep pushing me away?” — Diesel doesn’t have an answer that doesn’t sound pathetic.
    He’s scared.
    Scared of loving. Scared of losing. Diesel doesn’t believe in love.
    He strongly believes that Love leaves.
    Because loving Day means handing over the one thing he’s always been protecting — his heart. He can't admit he needs someone. That he wants someone. That even for a second if Day walked away, it would destruct everything he ever held hopes for.
    Because every time he loved anything as a child, it disappeared.
    If Day leaves him, it won’t just break his heart.

    It will be a testament of everything Diesel has ever thought of himself — that he is too damaged to be loved.
    "WHY DONT YOU FCKING GET IT,DAY??" He screamed at Day clutching his own hair in a tight grip.
    “I CAN'T FUCKING AFFORD TO BUILD MY WORLD AROUND SOMEONE BELIEVING THEY WILL STAY. I DID IT ONCE AND IT TAUGHT ME WHY I NEVER DID THAT EVER AGAIN"---
    Love is going to be either something stitching them together or tearing them apart~

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    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
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    24 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    A renowned university – private, elite, the best of the best for the most promising heirs of the country. And most importantly: for alphas only.

    Thee fitted right in. Alpha, firstborn of the Lee family, expanding Arseni’s grounds across borders.

    And Diesel should have, too. Alpha, son of the most influential politician in the country.

    Except Diesel didn’t fit in. He wasn't an alpha. He was born an omega – heavily suppressed, brainwashed, in denial.

    His father knew but enrolled him anyway, willingly sending him into the lion’s den to be eaten alive. Diesel’s scentless self was now helplessly surrounded by overpowering pheromones and hormonal alphas, targeting him the moment he stepped foot on campus.

    Luckily, he met Thee.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    12
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    52
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    11
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    21 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    After the fight with Rome, Raffy starts feeling guilty...

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    Chapters:
    2/4
    Collections:
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    17
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    79
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    13
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    1,046

    21 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    What if after Dean guilt trips Rome into deleting the video from raffy's phone,it wasnt the only thing that happened.

    Raffy's got someone blackmailing him.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    22
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    202
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    14 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 1

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    看了好几次Taste这部剧,我对‘Diesel’这个角色的最大的感受就是这是一个被压迫且迷茫的人。
    没有人引导他如何应对人生中会出现的种种状况。这些状况包括对爱的表达、对突发状况的处理、对暴力和情绪的控制、对朋友和爱人的选择等。
    以至于到现在,‘Diesel’不知道如何用正确的文字来描述自己的内心感受。
    或许是他不知道怎么说,更或许是没有人倾听和理解。
    在他‘Diesel’身上能看到挣扎、痛苦、害怕、孤独,但仍然有希望、坚韧和渴望。他的某些反常行为是不正常情感的外化。
    一出生‘Diesel’便拥有了大部分普通人可能一辈子都拥有不了的金钱、地位、权力,但也失去了能平等拥有和获得的亲情、友情、爱情和自由。
    但不论‘Diesel’正在经历的事情有多痛苦,能拯救他的永远只有他自己。每个人对人生的体会是很不一样的,但个人的人格、思想和所拥有的善良和爱永远是最重要的。
    写这个文章的契机是因为看了phuwin的reaction。没想到他以一个旁观者的角度去感受Diesel经历的一切,居然哭了。
    这让我很震惊,因为我没有看过其他演员因为感受自己演的角色而流泪。在那一瞬间,他或许再一次经历和共情了。
    所以Diesel为什么不能有另一个结局呢?

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    Chapters:
    32/60
    Comments:
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    2
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    08 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Phuwin Tangsakyuen is the perfect heir to an empire built on icy appearances and brutal discipline. However, behind the facade of academic excellence and impeccable suits lies the trail of physical violence left by a controlling father. He is at the breaking point of his endurance, with his entire world crumbling around him.

    Pond Naravit, a dangerous leader of the underworld and a direct enemy of his family’s interests, holds the only key to destroying the entire lineage.

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    Chapters:
    86/?
    Comments:
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    02 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Do I look like I have that kind of money?” Day asks. His demeanor is entirely too calm for a guy whose bike crashed against a million-dollar sports car.

    “I have a list,” Diesel says. “Seven things I want to do. You help me finish it, and your debt is cleared.”

    OR: Day is an exhausted mechanic just trying to keep his brother safe. Diesel is a runaway heir hiding behind a bruised face and a terrible attitude.

    It was supposed to be a simple transaction to clear a debt: seven items crossed off a crumpled piece of paper. But as the list gets shorter, the lines start to blur; and item number #7 might just change everything.

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    Chapters:
    5/11
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    131
    Bookmarks:
    40
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    25 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 4

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    When Dean sees someone harassing Raffy at the club he steps in.

    Could that be the beginning of a fresh start for those two?

     

    Or:
    Dean and Raffy becoming besties.

    Language:
    English
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    530
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    90
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    1,135

    24 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 18

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    Day, a cursed boy living in near poverty. Living with his autistic brother unknown of the world beyond his own.

    Diesel, a rich boy with everything in his life. Except someone who cares for him. Someone who is actually important to him.

    It started off as a fight. Neither of them expected to meet again but they did. From different sides of the world but they found comfort in each others arm. No matter how broken each of them is, they somehow fix each other without trying to.

     

    *** ever wondered what the cannon universe of leap day + taste would look like if it was a love story between daydiesel?? well i wrote my version of it. i hope u enjoy!

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    18
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    21 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 16

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    Day thought he could survive Aurora University on his own.

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    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
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    Hits:
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    21 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 2

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    Juliette/Aaron have finally had their happily ever after and our have settled in a house within Sector 45. Paris Anderson is dead and The Reestablishment is down. The two of them worked together and founded The New Republic, which worked against all that The Reestablishment stood for. Now? Juliette is miraculously pregnant and Aaron is having to take care of her as well as all the extra paperwork James gave him after taking in Rosabelle. She is in prison now. Will Aaron crack under the pressure?

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    20 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 32

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    Kenji was on a mission. Infiltrate sector 45 then steal information. The first part was easy, it was common for young men like him to find work as soldiers. The second part was trickier, it took time to climb the ranks and gain the trust of superiors. And obviously, the trust of the infamous green eyed monster known as Warner. Whom he despised and if it weren't for his task would have no issues shooting on sight. But for now Kenji's only job is to get the information. And he was dead set on it till he was promoted to Aarons personal guard and unexpected emotions started coming through...

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
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    19 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 1

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    Kenji and Aaron go on a mission. Trauma ensues. Also YAOI

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    561

    19 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 17

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    Every time his father left, time collapsed. Suddenly, he was six again [...] the words 'please don’t leave me' clawed at his throat, feral and hoarse, but never made it past his teeth. They stayed lodged inside Palm's chest, scraping at his ribs, growing sharper every year he kept them buried.

    Why was he so easy to leave behind?

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    Nueng had built himself to perfection — polished, obedient, untouchable.

    He gazed at his reflection again.

    The boy staring back at him looked like someone full of purpose. A borrowed face stretched over unfamiliar bones.

    Someone hollowed out to fit the role. Full of everything he was told to be. Empty of everything he wasn’t allowed to want.

    He had spent so long being what others needed, he wasn’t sure anything else was left.

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    Never let me go, but I changed the plot a little bit because I could.

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    Chapters:
    32/?
    Comments:
    96
    Kudos:
    92
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    2,674

    19 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 47

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    Never Let Me Go — omegaverse AU where Nuengdiao’s father didn’t die, but Nueng is an omega, and Chanon brings Palm, his alpha son, to protect him while Nueng awaits his future mate.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    362
    Bookmarks:
    47
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    5,419

    19 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 7

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    Having a hard time adjusting to fame
    Sprite in that mixture
    I've been talking crazy, girl
    I'm lucky that you picked up
    Lucky that you stayed on
    I need someone to put this weight on
    Fuck, I'm sorry

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    13,767
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    61
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    780

    19 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 22

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    Humiliated and betrayed, Raffy is done. The trust that had developed has shattered, and he's only got himself to blame. Allowing himself to get close to people, get close to Rome.
    What begins as explosive anger becomes cold and calculated, a trail of favours and choices ends in everyone learning what happens when Raffy gets pushed too far, leaving nothing but hollowed-out silence... and consequences no one saw coming.

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    13,070
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    201
    Bookmarks:
    22
    Hits:
    2,724

    18 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 16

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    "You know, sometimes everyone has that little wish that Anderson would just come back and teach you a lesson."
    Warner flinches like he's been slapped across the face. For just a blink, his eyes look so deep, so dark. His tough skin is ripped apart, the raw boy inside so wounded it's painful to look at, a star shining far too bright.

    ...

    Warner is reminded of his past. Insecurities come to light and Kenji knows what will help.

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    English
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    2,966
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    190
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    2,288

    18 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 7

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    Why? Because it's Christmas. Because apparently you can't have a Christmas without a Christmas tree and decorations and stockings and all sorts of funny things.

    And I had the audacity to say that it was 'just another day in the year.' Kenji just about choked me to death with a piece of tinsel.

    It's all very bizarre.

    ************************

    OR: Kenji shows Warner what Christmas should be like.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,268
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    131
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1,214

    18 Apr 2026

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