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    What if Janie Smalls tried killing herself and Seth overdosed? What if Wymack had been there for another instead of Neil but after learning of Seth’s overdose he had to quickly get a striker and Neil was available?

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    An au where Neil is a lot more badass. He has accepted death and has a screw it who cares rather than a need to live before he dies attitude. Neil is taken in by Renee instead of Andrew and since Seth is dead Allison is already recovering. Also he is severely underestimated by everyone and we will see how that ends up going.

    *I will try to update once a month but don't count on it*

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    12 Dec 2025

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    KF: An international trail of bodies. Millions of dollars. A sealed court case.

    KF: This grisly tale is not for the fainthearted.

    KF: Join me, Kathy Ferdinand, on my first foray into true crime podcasting. And what better case to start with than that of the Butcher of Baltimore?
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    When Nathaniel Wesninski is the subject of a tell-all true crime podcast, the world latches onto the story.

    Unbeknownst to everyone, Nathaniel is alive and well and living as Neil Josten. His main priority is protecting the fragile peace he's built for himself– Kevin and Jean both have a lot to lose, and Neil isn't about to be the reason their lives are ruined.

    Meanwhile, Andrew Minyard is about to be alone for the first time in years: his brother's leaving for med school and Nicky's in Germany. He has no intention of starting a relationship– at least, until he meets Neil Josten at his old coach's birthday party.

    It's immediately evident that both of them have secrets. And, when the clues start falling into place, each becomes more fascinated with solving the mystery of the other.

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    24 Aug 2025

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    Four years after the breakup, Andrew's living a drama-free, paparazzi-free, stress-free life that's, most importantly, Neil-free.

    Then, Kevin invites Andrew to dinner with Neil, and Andrew's NEL team gets paired up with Neil's in the championships, and through a catastrophically messy series of events, Andrew and Neil end up entangled in each other's lives again, and all of a sudden, Andrew finds himself living a very different life.

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    17 Aug 2025

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    Andrew is minding his own business when a character from his own novels rises from his grave and sits down across from him at a coffee shop. Same face, same hair; new scars, new name.

    Is it a hallucination or a second chance? Oh, and also, what the actual fuck?

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    15 Aug 2025

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    Somewhere on the road, Mary Hatford gets pregnant with her second child. When she passes, she leaves behind not only Neil, but his toddler brother. Survival is difficult without also raising a kid. Worn out and desperate, Neil still somehow ends up at Palmetto, only this time, he brings his four-year-old brother with him.

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    29 Jul 2025