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Dean didn't deserve it. He hadn't deserved it the first time when Cas gripped him tight and raised him from perdition. He didn't deserve it the last time when Cas selflessly chose him once again and paid the ultimate price for it. And then Dean had gone and died like a month later. Christ. He really was the ultimate screw-up.
The worst part was that Cas just assumed that Dean didn't love him back. And he had every reason to. Dean had never been good to him. Not nearly as much as he deserved after everything he'd done for Dean. Because Dean was a coward. He was so cruel that his best friend's true happiness was the idea of being able to express his love without the fear of what the consequences would be. Dean hated himself for a lot of reasons, but he hated himself most for letting Cas die without ever hearing that he was loved. And now Dean was dead, and Cas was alive. And he wanted nothing to do with Dean.
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a little drabble of shane and ilya post-talking to shanes parents
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Shane sighed as they pulled into the driveway of the cottage, putting his head down on the steering wheel and closing his eyes.
“God,” he whispered. “I’m so… tired. I feel like I just ran a marathon.”
Ilya laughed, bringing up a hand to touch Shane’s hair.
“What you just did was much more difficult than a marathon,” he said. He couldn’t help the soft smile that was forming on his face, but he didn’t want to resist it. He didn’t have to anymore.Bookmarked by hufflepanda4602
27 Dec 2025
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Shane picks up a few Russian words over the years. He can recognize what люблю sounds like.
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25 Dec 2025
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seeing visions, am i bad? (or mad? or wise?) by sapphtea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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When Ilya walks out of the hospital room after visiting Shane, his warnings don’t go far. Shane only lasts so long before he is spilling earnest words to the nurse about his most recent bedside visitor, Ilya Rosonov.
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23 Dec 2025
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Lily: I see you have new rival
He should’ve known the text was coming. He’d be lying if he hadn’t been waiting for it, been excited to see that name flash across his screen.
Shane: Fuck you.
Lily: Here I thought I was your one and only_
just adding to the pile of fics of shane and ilya texting about that fight from 1.03 ;)
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06 Dec 2025
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“He’s terrible,” Merlin told Gwen in a candlelit alcove hidden near the servants entrance to the great hall.
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“He’s terrible,” Arthur lamented to the empty air, sprawled out on his neatly made bed beneath the dim moon.Or: After a whirlwind day of hosting nobility and feasting, Arthur pines for something he can't quite verbalize and Merlin would like a little gratitude.
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07 Nov 2025