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“Do you ever feel… feel like you’re empty?” He pauses, watching for a reaction from Buck, but he doesn’t get one. “Like, all you need, all you want is to be as close to one person as you possibly can? Like that’s the only thing that could fill you. Fix you.”
It’s too revealing. Any second, Buck is going to laugh in his face or awkwardly scoot back. He’ll take his beautiful hand away and pack a bag and go stay at Maddie’s for the night. Then slowly, so slowly that if Eddie were normal he probably wouldn’t notice it, Buck will start to pull away from him.
He waits. He waits for his future.
“Yes. Always.” Is what spills out of Buck’s mouth instead.
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Eddie finally asks for what he wants.
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22 Dec 2025
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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21 Dec 2025
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It boils over once they're back in the hotel room they’ve been sharing.
There’s a buzz underneath Buck’s skin, an electric current that flows through him, like he’s still out there, ready for the next round of games. He's all adrenaline rush, making him feel hot and cold, shivering and shaking and restless as he watches Eddie, who seems to be in a similar position, flushed and buzzing, hair messy as he strips off his shirt and shakes his head, almost bouncing on the balls of his socked feet with the rush of it all.
Time slows, like molasses dripping down from Buck’s fingers to his wrist, sticky and sweet, as his eyes focus on Eddie's skin, on the flush that’s traveling down to his neck, his chest.
Buck looks up again, still nothing but potential energy waiting and wanting to burst out, and finds Eddie looking at him, eyes shining, glittering in the low light.
(Or, everything’s easier in a hotel room in Nashville. Even this. Even them.)
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21 Dec 2025
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Buck loves Eddie all the time, but he loves Eddie most in the morning.
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15 Dec 2025
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"It's fine, Jee," Eddie says. "Buck doesn't have to kiss me."
"Yes he does." Jee crosses her arms and looks sternly at Buck. "Daddy and Mommy kiss every time when they go away from each other."
"Yeah, okay." Buck sucks in a breath and steps towards Eddie. He ducks his head down and presses the most fleeting kiss to Eddie's cheek.
"Not like that," Jee scolds.
"What? Why not?" Buck squawks.
"Because," she sighs and gives him a long, disapproving look. "Mommy and Daddy always kiss on the lips."
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or, buddie babysit Jee while being pretend boyfriends
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11 Dec 2025