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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    fairly local fight scene. but gayer.

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    11 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Two different boys, both with two different faces each.

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    27 May 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    On a lonesome boat on the eerily still Paladin Strait at night, Clancy considers the cosmic meaning of the Aurora, and his best friend.
    The Torchbearer was there to save him—save him just like he has in every iteration and lifetime of his psyche. Just like that very first time.

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    22 Apr 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    the man reached for the yellow bandana covering the lower half of his face, pulling it below his chin. clancy watched in bewilderment as torchbearer revealed himself, sure he had felt his heart stop in his chest. how was that possible?

    with wide eyes, he glanced to his right where torchbearer should have been, but was only met with an empty space. the anger inside him simmered into a desperate confusion. clancy was sure he was ready to take on anything, but this? this was too much.

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    a slightly angsty one shot that takes place during/after navigating, before paladin strait.

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    22 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Clancy is nothing but a weapon, an extention of the Bishops will, a vessel through which they inflict violence upon their people. Weapons don't protest being used for their intended function.
    Not even when they're being used on the very Banditos he used to be a part of.

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    15 Feb 2025