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"you're a part-time lover and a full-time friend."
"i don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you."Remus is really having a hard time ignoring his best friend's younger brother when he's always there, looking like that in the library, class, the great hall, etc. But Remus notices when Regulus starts to act outside of his usual snobbery and selfishness. especially as the summer holidays approach and Regulus starts to seem... scared.
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"jesus, if you're there
why do I feel alone in this room with you?"
-American Teenager, Ethel CainAfter a long court case and a mother sent to prison, the Black brothers are to live with their oldest cousin, Andromeda Tonks (née Black), and her husband, Ted Tonks. The only problem is that she lives in Washington state. In America. What problems might these brothers face at a school far different from the private education they were raised in back in London? What friends and enemies might they make? Will these British teenagers survive the reality far different from the Hollywood version of American High School?
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He ended up tossing and turning for a good 30 minutes before giving up. He just laid there. Staring at his water-damaged ceiling and spreading out. He stayed like that until the digital clock hit 6:00. He shut it off without moving.
Eddie Munson grew up differently than everyone else here in Hawkins, Indiana. He's ignored it for that past 7 years, but once Chrissy Cunningham almost dies in his living room during a drug deal, he can't hide his past any longer.
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Mornings with Nick Nelson from the perspective of a sorta sleepy Charlie
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what's my gender? well,,,
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the horrible, no-good life of alex mercer (featuring some friends you already know the names of) by ihatepapenathy, orphan_account
Fandom: Julie and The Phantoms (TV)
12 Nov 2020
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About 30 in the street, at least 10 more in the building. One woman with a single GSW to the leg, none other critically injured. Four police chargers and six officers, all armed, more inbound.
One suspect. Male. Small caliber handgun and a hostage.
There was no time for Buck to think when his reactions needed to be faster than his brain. His body knew what to do, how to take a man down efficiently.
In which Buck joined the 118 after transferring to the Navy Reserves and struggled with becoming a civilian. Eddie showed him how to feel worthy again.
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28 Nov 2024
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It was an accident. He slipped. That doesn't mean he isn't going to take advantage of the opportunity that presents itself.
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Post Lawsuit, Buck accidentally cuts his arm. He decides that maybe not getting help is best for everyone.---
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14 Nov 2024
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Nova slowly reaches out a tiny hand, brushing her fingertips across the birthmark on his face. The touch is light, barely there, but it hits him like a wave, a connection so pure and immediate that it fills his chest with a warmth he can hardly contain.
“Hi,” she murmurs softly, and when he smiles back at her, she lets out the smallest giggle, her eyes lighting up. It’s the most beautiful sound he’s ever heard, and in that moment, the weight of everything—his fears, his doubts, his past mistakes—falls away.
It’s like he’s discovering a part of himself he didn’t know existed, a love so powerful it feels like it’s been there all along, waiting for her. The way she looks at him, the way she seems to see him without needing to know who he is or where he’s been, fills him with a sense of purpose that feels both exhilarating and humbling.
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The one where Buck's world gets turned upside down when he gains custody of a daughter he never knew existed.
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12 Nov 2024
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My rock and my salvation by thoughtthedormouse
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
26 May 2024
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“Truly my soul finds rest in God: my salvation comes from him.
Truly he is my rock and my salvation” ~ Psalm 62Nicholas wishes he could believe.
It would finally make him worthy.
Worthy of this man.But belief is a fickle, wicked thing.
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16 Oct 2024
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Regulus accepted his lot in life a long time ago. Long before his father got sick. Long before his brother left. Long before his mother got sick of his father’s sickness.
It might have been as early as before he could walk, or even talk. Maybe, even in the fleshy shelter of his mother’s womb, he knew he was fated to a life lived for other people. A life without sunshine and holidays, without jazz music, rock music, dessert, pets, romance.
It’s not as if he didn’t want those things. Of course he did. He wanted those things like any other boy growing up in England in the 1960s and 70s. Sex and drugs and cigarettes; he wanted them. He just wasn’t allowed those things. Even when his mother couldn’t stop him because he was old enough to go out and take them, he wasn’t allowed those things.
That was before Remus, and everything that came after.
But let’s not get ahead of ourselves.
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15 Aug 2024