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    Five years after they've reclaimed Erebor, Thorin is sick of home, Bilbo is just sick, and neither is handling the situation ideally.

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    18 May 2026

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    this work has such an intriguing depiction thorin’s and bilbo’s internal struggles - where they clash and where they tie into each other. just overall beautifully written

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    Two years after Bilbo returned from his adventures, he's made his peace with being back in the Shire. He still wonders what might have happened if things were different, but figures all that is behind him now. A mysterious visitor turns out to be someone he never thought he'd see again, and he's shocked by the news he hears.

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    17 May 2026

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    i just absolutely love this, one of my favorite works i’ve read on here

  3. Rec 21

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    Thorin and Bilbo return to the Shire after thirteen months, no longer the people they once were.

    But beyond elusive poems and secret languages maintaining the faintest distance between them, they’re finally home.

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    17 May 2026

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    beautifully written, sweet and scaled back

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    Once Bilbo arrives in the haunted stillness of Bag End, his chest aches to realize the house does not feel like a home anymore. His books are still there, his furniture is still there (once he hunts it down and returns it, dusty and fingerprinted, to its correct place.) But still, the feeling of pervasive strangeness remains. He at first chalks it up to having been empty: to a year of disuse, to odd scents filtering their way in and settling like cobwebs in the absence of his usual routine, tea and baking and the drying of herbs. Perhaps, once he begins these things again, it will not feel so cavernous, so lonely, so strangely and painfully bare, like a tree stripped of its leaves come winter.

    But weeks pass, and nothing changes. So maybe it’s not the emptiness, but the fact (which he is trying his very hardest to dutifully ignore) that he left his heart behind to crystalize in the caverns of the Lonely Mountain.

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    14 May 2026

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    sweet, longing, kept me engaged throughout by perfectly balancing quiet subtle emotional development with drama and intensity.

  5. Rec 42

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    Bilbo Baggins wakes up in Bag End, on a sunny day... and sees a dwarf in his bed. A very nice dwarf. A very nice and very handsome dwarf.

    ...what is going on?

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    This is a memory-loss story. Read at your own discretion.

    This is a good-day scenario. Prepare for fluff. ❤️

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    14 May 2026

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    i’ve never cried over a fan fiction until this one. it’s short and tender and sweet and raw all at the same time. heartbreaking and heartwarming all at the same time.