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Steve sniffles a little, tears starting to dry out again. “I know, ‘m sorry. I just… I don’t know what’s wrong with me…? I don’t really feel like myself. Every time that I… that I try to look into the mirror, I just… I see this guy in the mirror.”
“Stevie, there isn’t anything to be sorry for, okay? You’re doing so well telling me all of this, I’m so proud of you, sweetheart. I’m going to ask you something, alright? You can answer or you can ignore it, I just want to open your options, is that okay for you?”
Steve nods, forgetting that his head is basically buried in Eddie's chest, replying with a soft “yes,” instead.
“Have you… have you ever considered that you might be transsexual?” Eddie asks tentatively, the strokes of his fingers in Steve’s hair slowing just a tad bit.
Steve gives a small sniffle. “I… don’t know what that means?”
or, Eddie helps Steve discover herself <3
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I let him stay pressed against me, feeling the warmth of his skin radiating toward me and his lips on my own. I gently moved my free hand up to his face, pushing back a stray strand of hair and letting my hand rest against his cold cheek, making him flinch and pull back.
We were both breathing heavily, exchanging air between us. I just looked into his eyes, those brown eyes that always looked so empty and heavy, now ignited with a flame of heat.
He blinked, took a slow and shaky breath and looked away, then it was like I wasn’t even there at all.He pulled back, took his bag, then his pen and closed the door with a slight slam, leaving behind only the phantom of himself and his notebook in my room without hesitation. I stared at my door for a few moments longer, heart throbbing with pain and hope that he might come back, but he didn’t. The door kept shut and my heart continued to scream.
or, Jay finally faces the loss of his best friend who could have been more
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Eddie and Steve were practically polar opposites in high school, so when the party finally had a few moments to breathe after escaping Vecna and the Upside Down, Steve didn't exactly expect them to gravitate towards each other.
Despite this, somehow, they end up leaning on each other; Eddie, as he doubted himself in the face of interdimensional monsters, and Steve, as his injuries started to catch up to him. And- it was nice. Unexpected, but nice.
What wasn't nice was the way his heart raced when Eddie got close, the way his eyes lingered and his thoughts fizzled out around him for some reason he just couldn't figure out. Maybe he'll just blame the blood loss.
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08 Sep 2026
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this tug in my chest makes it hard to get rest by steph_fangirl
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
08 Feb 2023
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Something about how Wayne just called Steve by his name feels extremely weird to Dustin. It’s too intimate in a way. Wayne never calls any of them by their names, it’s always kid or boy or sometimes son if he feels overly affectionate, but Dustin actually kind of thought that Wayne doesn’t even remember all of their names.
And maybe he doesn’t. But he obviously remembers Steve’s. And that’s just…that doesn’t really sit right with Dustin. It’s somehow implying that Steve is over at the trailer more than Dustin thought. But well, the fact that he’s sitting here having lunch with Wayne is kind of indicating that too, isn’t it?
Or: 5 times Dustin overhears Steve talking to people about Eddie and one time he overhears him talking to Eddie.
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Fuck Eddie Munson for dying for a town that never cared about him.
Fuck Eddie Munson for leaving the people that did.
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Eddie comes to with a gasp, followed by the most pathetic coughing fit you’ve ever heard because of the ash he’s just ingested.
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07 Sep 2026
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talkin' sweet and lookin' fine (i get kinda hectic inside) by coupe_de_foudre
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
22 Jul 2022
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Sinking back against his pillow, Eddie kisses back with fervour, fisting his hands in Steve’s hair and tugging until he draws an intoxicating whine out of Steve, swallowing the sound eagerly.
They’re so lost in one another that they don’t hear the door to Eddie’s bedroom opening, don’t realise that they’re no longer alone until there’s a very much disgusted groan from the other side of the room.
“My eyes!” Max squeals, throwing her hands over her face. But not before launching a random shirt their way. It lands on Steve’s bare back. “Gross! Guys, it’s seven-thirty!”
“Exactly!” Steve cries back, dropping his head onto Eddie’s chest with a frustrated groan. “It’s seven-thirty, what the hell are you doing here?”
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or, 5 times they can't get any privacy, and one time that they do (well, sort of)
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07 Sep 2026
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When Eddie gets a call from a frazzled Robin that Steve is somehow four years old, he rushes over to help.
When he sees tiny Steve all quiet and unlike himself, he decides immediately that he's stealing him.
What could go wrong?