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    "So… are you going to tell me what's going on with you?" Ilya asked just as Shane popped a dill pickle in his mouth.

    "What do you mean?" Shane kept his gaze fixed on his empty plate.

    "Come on, Hollander. I've known you long enough to see that something is wrong. Tell."

    Shane let out a long breath and leaned back on the couch. "The summer wasn't… good."

    Ilya remained quiet, waiting, leaving him space to explain.

    "A friend died."

    Shane is confronted with mortality and makes a spur-of-the-moment decision to visit Ilya.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    When Shane wins MVP at the MHL awards in Las Vegas, Ilya must abide by the terms of their backstage deal: "If you win MVP tonight, I will blow you, fuck you, whatever you want." But what does Shane want from Ilya Rozanov, the only man he's ever been with, the man he can't stop thinking about, and the man who hasn't spoken to him in any real way since they finally had sex? What Shane wants is the consideration and attention Ilya used to show him, before something changed and all of that went away. Maybe the thrill of winning MVP will finally give Shane Hollander the resolve he needs to ask the question.

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    17 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    If Ilya had struggled this much to get off in his own body, he would have gone to the hospital.

    Well. He wouldn't have, actually, but he would have let himself have an insanely high budget to find a discreet professional to come to his home and consult about his dick. Point is, he would have considered it an emergency of the upmost importance and possibly a harbinger of his death.

    It was humiliating to type: Been touching my dick for one hundred years… nothing is happening. Before he hit send, he thought of Shane's shrill voice climbing to yell at him and deleted the message. He wrote instead: I have question. Private.

    Or: A bodyswap during the era where Ilya wants to see Shane's real apartment so badly that the universe takes notice.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    On very bad nights, Lyosha lets himself look. He pulls up KHL scores, reads articles about Dynamo’s powerplay. After a while, he wanders into articles about ex-KHL players who play for the MLH now. He’s a Dynamo diehard, of course, and prefers the KHL, but he’s a casual Valery Garipov fan, and it would not be a surprise to anyone that he occasionally keeps tabs on how the Puffins are doing. It would not be a red flag, to anyone watching.

    The Puffins are not doing so well, as it happens. Not like another team, that leads the league and dominates conversations, to the point that even articles about the Puffins can’t help talking about them. To the point that sometimes, sometimes, there are even stray pictures. Nothing that Lyosha will ever linger on. He is his father’s son. He lives in Moscow. He has a daughter who is fifteen.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    It is Sunday afternoon when Shane’s label maker goes missing.

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    13 Mar 2026