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    What Love Really Means by

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

    07 Oct 2025

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    Lando doesn't grow up loved. He's aware that Oscar's his soulmate but he mistakes his silence for disappointment. When Carlos takes advantage of him, Lando believes it's the only way he'll ever be loved. All the while, Oscar keeps his distance because he thinks Lando's happy with Carlos.

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    17 Oct 2025

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    Day 18 - My soul is painted like the wings of Butterflies - Carlando by

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF, Motorsport RPF  

    22 Dec 2021

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    It had felt so right when Lando texted the guy. When he asked if he could go over there. When he sent him the string of half naked photos.

    Normally after a long weekend Lando would resign himself to drunken hookups, most of them he got so drunk he can barely remember. That's what he usually does. Gets smashed, plans to meet a guy and can't remember the rest of the night.

    Lando is always craving some sort of relief, some sort of answer? And he figures if he can't find it in the bottom of a bottle, then he'll have to find it on Grinder.

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    Lando gets assaulted and he calls the only person he can <3

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    24 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 26

    At the Centre of a Universe by

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

    03 Mar 2021

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    It's all fun for Lando Norris, picking off boys left and right, but it doesn't sit right with his teammate, Carlos Sainz Jr.

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    24 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 39

    What the heart wants by

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

    16 Apr 2022

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    It was Lando's first love, his first relationship with another man and maybe because he and also Max had been so young and still inexperienced, it turned out to be the worst decision Lando had ever made, to fall for him.

    Will his best friend be able to save him still in time and make him forget about what had happend? Will Lando be able to ever trust and love someone like that again in his life or will he be broken forever? Lando knew Carlos was his best friend, that he could always count on him and that the Spaniard would do anything for him, but will he also be able to heal his broken soul and show him what real love means?

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    rape and sexual assault
    abuse (physical, mental, emotional, verbal, sexual)
    excessive or gratuitous violence
    mental illness

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    24 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 36

    Always, I'll care by

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

    20 Nov 2021

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    Max was not a virgin. Everyone thought he was, and he could understand why.

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    10 Sep 2025

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