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mt washington by itsacrisisinnit
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
02 Dec 2021
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wilbur hated when tommy cried.
in which tommy’s birth is the technical reason why wilbur and technoblade lost their mother, and phil lost his wife. alternatively, kristin gave her life so tommy could live his.
(fic inspired by the local natives’ song titled ‘mt washington’)
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sanctuary by itsacrisisinnit
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
29 Nov 2021
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“no one’s gonna remember you, dream. no one’s ever gonna love you. you’re gonna be alone.” tommy snaps, and he can see the way those words sink in for a moment. dream pulls his mask down further, so it’s harder to see his expression, but tommy knows his words have hit his tormentor at least a little bit.
“mmh.” dream hums in response, and tommy thinks he might’ve gotten him this time. he might’ve won one little thing, made dream think for once in his life. and then dream opens his mouth again, and tommy’s stomach drops. “says you.”
(basically just me rewriting my favorite lore scene from yesterday bc it was so fkn cool)
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falling flower by itsacrisisinnit
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Dream SMP
11 Oct 2021
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tommy hated the way his skin was still warm. he hated the way he could almost hear the breeze taunt him, calling out for him to tame it, and he hated the way he could hear the waves just below him, begging him to push them to a halt so they would be quiet. he hated the way the stone beneath him reminded him that at any moment, he could will it to crumble beneath him and it would, sending him hurtling down and down and down until…
or, the dsmp avatar au you never asked for, but are getting anyway.
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"i met you," the sun tells the moon, "and i'm so glad i did." by fuglychan
Fandoms: Dream SMP
30 Nov 2021
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The shops are outlined with colored lights. His neighbors have displays. In the towns, on the TV, on the radio, the people around him celebrate Christmas. They walk hand in hand with shopping bags resting on their arms. Gifts for their lovers, their bosses, or their children wait to be wrapped up nicely under a Christmas tree.
This year Wilbur bought a gun.
It’s not for his brother or his father. It’s not for his boss at the coffee shop where he works part time. It’s not for a kid he walked out on. It’s a gift for himself. He bought it to put it in his mouth and pull the trigger.
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wilbur had plans for christmas night. tommy manages to ruin them all, despite meeting wilbur for the first and the last time.
(this is a mental health recovery fic. i wrote this for the sole purpose of proving comfort for those troubled with ill thoughts around the holidays.)
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07 Dec 2021
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The night Tommy disappeared, it went like this:
Tubbo screamed the words that became his goodbye. He can’t accept that Tommy is gone, because that would be accepting that the last words they exchanged were angry and intended to hurt. So he doesn’t accept it. He’ll search for years if he has to.
Techno let Tommy leave without so much as trying to stop him. He’s replayed the memory of that night and wished he’d done anything else, until he thinks the guilt might be enough to destroy him. He thinks he might already be on his way there.
And Quackity can’t help but feel like this is all just a bitter echo. This town is cursed, and Tommy is only its latest victim.
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( the small town horror au where tommy goes missing and it all goes downhill from there! )Series
- Part 1 of we’ll make it another night
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26 Nov 2021
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But Wilbur is a ball and chain in the middle of the sea, slowly but steadily dragging himself down to the ocean floor with Tommy unknowingly trapped inside his cuff. It’s unfair that Tommy has had to drown with Wilbur for so many years, desperately trying to swim both of them back to the surface. It’s fruitless, and Tommy wonders sometimes if it would be better to just cut the chain that binds them together. To let Wilbur sink on his own, while Tommy heads for air.
He could never do that though; as much as he wants to. He’ll let Wilbur sink them both, and Tommy will swim and thrash as the surface grows more and more distant. Hoping and wishing for a lifeboat. For someone to help them to shore, and to pull Tommy’s freezing body into their warm, loving arms and drape a towel over his wet shoulders.
He thinks Phil might be that person, Techno too. Tommy wants to let them be and he wishes for Wilbur to want that too.
OR: Wilbur and Tommy are brothers in the foster system. Wilbur is struggling with addiction, Tommy is always left to pick up the pieces. But now with Techno and Phil here, hopefully they’ll be able to help. (Only Wilbur does not want help.)
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- Part 2 of Cigarette Paper
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31 Aug 2021
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it's all so incredibly loud by sootydreams
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
24 Nov 2021
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He couldn’t find the stupid shovel, and now there’s dirt in his eyes, and maggots in his lungs, and Death leering over his shoulder as he grovels at the earth and begs and begs for forgiveness.
The roots in his bloodstream spin coils in his lungs, and with every breath they constrict—tighten—until he can barely breathe, until he's half-conscious with no choice but to hang upon Wilbur's every word.
inspired by the tommy / crimeboys arg
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25 Nov 2021