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“In six months, like the time when your beloved said it was enough to counterweigh all of his two-hundreds year of pain, he will have to fall in love with you again despite all odds. If he succeeds, he could have a taste of the sun again. And if he failed, he would lose the sun and his memories forever.”
After a horrendous encounter with an unknown entity, Astarion lost all his memory with Tav and their time together, rendering her a complete stranger to him. With no way to recover his memory back, Tav struggled to build their relationship from the ground in the deadline.
How do you make somebody fall in love with you again within just a few months, especially when that person was a vampire spawn who carried two-hundred years of trauma.
~~Set ten year after the even of the game~~Series
- Part 3 of Eternal Lovers
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After finally consummate their relationship again after a long time of waiting, Astarion and Tav were now on a journey to learn more about themself: getting more comfortable with each other both physically and emotionally. Of course, with all their dark pasts, it wouldn't be an easy task but like before, they wouldn't have to do it alone.
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- Part 2 of Eternal Lovers
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It had been more than six months since their battle against The Absolute, Tav and Astarion had settled down near the Baldur Gate. Life seemed to be perfect for the pair of lovers. But when Astarion decided that he was ready to get into intimacy again; his lover seemed to be much more reluctant to it.
Even though there was no worm in their brain, a looming Vampire Lord over the shoulder or a Murder God whispered in the ear; life could always find new ways to challenge them. Especially when both of them had loads of trauma of their own.Note: chapter number may change later.
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- Part 1 of Eternal Lovers
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After coming back to life, Rose received a new mission from a powerful entity. Simple mission, travel back in time to the accident of the Red Grave city and eliminate all the threat to the timeline of the universe at that.
Sure, she could do it.
Just make sure to keep her head cool when she met with human half of her ex.
Having sex with him have nothing to do with her losing her cool around him.
Right?Series
- Part 2 of The Immortal
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"Fuck, just perfect."
Nero cursed when he was alone outside on the street, soaking wet under the rain and just got out a fight with his father. Just when he felt like the world turned again him, a kind bartender invited into her bar and during his talk to her, Nero realized that perhaps he gained more than just a rain shelter and nice drinks
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After a year of blissful cohabitation, Astarion disappears without a trace, leaving behind a heartfelt letter explaining his departure. Determined to find him, you traverse Faerûn in search of your lost love, only to realize that some absences are meant to be permanent.
Returning to Waterdeep, you find solace in the company of Gale as you come to terms with Astarion's absence. But just as you begin to heal, Astarion reappears, begging for a second chance at love.
The question looms: can you forgive his abandonment and trust him once more? As you grapple with your emotions and trauma, a sinister force lurks in the shadows, targeting you for unknown reasons.
With danger closing in, you must navigate the treacherous waters of trust, love, and betrayal to uncover the truth behind the mysterious entity's motives. Will you be able to reunite with Astarion while facing the demons of your past? Can you unravel the secrets that threaten your very existence?
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29 Sep 2024
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You know Astarion's past. You don't want to add anything to his list of issues by confessing your feelings for him, and you wouldn't dare make him uncomfortable. So, you don't let yourself read into his flirts. It's just how he is, no need to make a big deal of it.
Or; Four times you didn't realize Astarion was trying to seduce you, and the one time you did.
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14 Jun 2024
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“I think, my love, that if we survive this, I have some work to do.”
Mina was suddenly very aware of her breathing. Some combination of hope and heartbreak was seeping into her chest as he spoke.
“You’ve given me so much. I don’t… I don’t think I know how to give anything to anyone that isn’t being taken against my will. I want to learn that. And I have learned a lot from you, but I don’t want you to be my teacher or my test subject. I… I think I need to figure it out on my own.”
He was speaking softly, almost murmuring, and there were explosions in the distance, but he was the only thing Mina could hear.
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(Originally titled “Disarmed”)
it just always makes me sad that the timeline of the game is such that when you run off with astarion at the end he's still a baby and you can't let him live his own life for a bit AND have a romantic ending
but i say you can and he deserves it!!!!!!
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18 May 2024
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Gale looked down from the heavens as Astarion frantically hit Tav on the chest, pressing his bleeding arm to her blue lips, desperately trying anything to bring her back.
Astarion sobbed and yelled at the sky, holding Tav's wet, bruised, and bleeding body on the rocky shores where she had washed up.
With a sudden gasp, Tav's head rose with a choking sound. Astarion immediately reached to hold her head up, pushing the sopping wet hair away from her face.
Tav looked up at Astarion with a question in her eyes, but all he could do was pull her into an embrace as he sobbed and held her.
Gale waved and the image disappeared, once again alone in his tower in the Astral Plane.
He should have left it at that, he knew that she was alive, confirmed that sending her soul back had worked. He should have been able to move on, let her live her life with Astarion, and forget all about the mortal girl he used to love.
He should feel happy for her second chance of life, proud of his ability to so easily take her memories of him, wiping her mind clean of how he had destroyed her.
So then why did he feel completely and utterly devastated?
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