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Buck pulls away, just an inch or two, breathing heavily into Eddie’s open mouth. “What’s—what’s gotten into you, baby?”
Eddie ducks his head, suddenly shy again, and Buck burns with admiration at how soft and delicate he can be, how coy.
“Eddie. Eddie,” Buck says, quiet, so soft. “Hey. Can you look at me?”
With a sigh, Eddie looks up at him, nodding instead of answering.
“You—you want something from me. Right?”
...or, Eddie learns how to ask for what he wants.
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18 Jun 2025
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His reflection is pallid, eyes dull. He’s lost weight, and somehow didn’t notice it until he looked in this mirror eight hundred miles away from the one he’s looked in every day for months. He notes that he’s split his lip open chewing on it, but his body doesn’t move to wipe that blood away. He shaved with Buck’s razor this afternoon before he put his funeral suit on, the one Buck bought for him despite his admittedly weak protestations, and he nicked the wing of his jaw. He was right earlier. The circles beneath his eyes are dark as plumbs.
There is something wrong with him.
Eddie tugs the sleeves of Buck’s sweatshirt down over his stiff hands before he goes back to bed, so at least if he starts bleeding again he won’t ruin Buck’s nice soft sheets.
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Eddie develops stigmata.
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15 May 2025
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23 Nov 2024
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He’s not sure how he would even go about explaining the situation to them even if he wanted to. Hey guys, you’re my best friends in the entire world so I think it’s fair to tell you that I have this weird infatuation with a camboy whose real name I don’t even know. I also don’t have any idea where he lives, and he has no idea who I am. Oh and he has, what I assume to be, a boyfriend! But don’t worry! He’s totally helping me get over my horrible breakup!
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01 Feb 2022
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“It’s almost like we were waiting for Jisung, y’know?” Changbin says. “To complete us." Then he ducks his head, ears flaming, because how fucking embarrassing is that?
But Chan doesn’t laugh at him. He’s solemn, voice raw and honest, when he replies, “Yeah. I know.”
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11 Apr 2021
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How long is the honeymoon phase supposed to last? Changkyun feels like it might never end—he prays it doesn’t. Our Father who art in Heaven, please make sure Chaeyoung Park and her bangin’ body never get bored of me. Plus, she was so chill about the whole bisexual thing when he finally dared to tell her. Where are the flaws? Do they exist at all?
Could he possibly want anything more?
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24 Jan 2021
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Kun doesn’t expect the divorce papers to throw him as much as they do. He’s the one filing for it, his name written out in bold lettering under the words “Plaintiff”. He’d known when he spoke to his lawyer that they were on the way to him, ready to be served to Johnny at Kun’s own time.
And yet staring at the actual words is throwing him for a loop. This is a reality that he’d never, not once, imagined when he’d said his vows ten years ago.
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31 Aug 2020
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"You can stay as long as you like," Yuta said.
"Thanks." Taeyong shifted his duffel from one shoulder to another.
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08 Jul 2020
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when hyojong meets hui at a bar he never thinks he's going to end up in a band. he also never realizes that he's going to end up liking two boys who hate each other. but hey, that's life.
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26 Jan 2017
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ever since you came around its obvious you shut it down by isengard
Fandoms: NO.MERCY, NUBOYZ, K-pop, Monsta X (Band)
26 Dec 2014
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It's also things like this – Jooheon's thigh snug against his on a crowded little mattress when the entire dorm is empty, Jooheon's hands smoothing his shirt and lingering slightly when they're preparing to appear in front of people, Jooheon's eyes drifting over his throat and mouth when they're practicing, when he's talking. Gunhee avoids thinking about it too much in any direction, but it's hard not to wonder.
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16 Jan 2015
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this time, i'm really going off (fireworks) by isengard
Fandoms: K-pop, No.MERCY (TV), NUBOYZ, Monsta X (Band)
05 Jan 2015
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They're gonna win this, he thinks. They're gonna win this whole damn thing.
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16 Jan 2015