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“I know,” Beomgyu yaps, “I know what I’ve been saying, but I think you were right back there. He looks great, I just look ridiculous. I mean really, do you think anyone would actually want to date me if they saw me like this?”
He looks down at himself in amusement. His makeup is the most smudged it’s been all night, the tip of his nose too red.
“I would,” Kai spouts. It’s out of his mouth before he can stop it. He regrets it instantly.
Beomgyu looks at him, eyebrows raised. “What?”
And maybe it’s the exhaustion, maybe it’s the way Beomgyu had laughed at himself when he’s one of the most stunning creatures Kai has ever seen. Whatever it is, it makes him elaborate instead of finding a way to backtrack.
“I’d date you,” he declares, then realizes how it sounds and hurries to correct, stumbling over his words. “If—if you were a girl. I’d date you.”
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The disappearance of Yeonjun's childhood best friend, Beomgyu, leads to years of guilt and depression. Ten years later, he finally finds him again, but he's changed... now he has to reconnect to the old Beomgyu he once knew.
Dual timeline, so every chapter will switch between past and present.This is an original fiction I made, at first with my own characters but now replaced with Beomgyu and Yeonjun.
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He was trying so hard, so so hard to lift everyones spirits. Everyday he showed up with a smile, woke up and curated his perfect personality before leaving his room. He did anything he could think of to make his members smile, enjoy their day a little more, have one less burden on their back.
But no matter what he did, it still wasnt working. He still wasnt helping. What was he good for if he couldnt even make his members happy? Hes the mood maker isnt he?
They yell at him when hes too loud, snap at him when hes moving around to much, glare at him when hes just having a little fun. What did he do to make them so angry? He knows its comeback season, he knows its stressful, but its never been this bad.
Beomgyu hadnt realized how hes unconsciously been getting quieter and quieter as the days go on. Everyone likes quiet Beomgyu. Quiet Beomgyu cant be too loud. Quiet Beomgyu cant be too energetic. Quiet Beomgyu cant be annoying.
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Beomgyu shivers, quickly rubbing his arms to try and warm himself. Maybe leaving the dorms at the crack of dawn during winter was a bad idea, but he felt the need to be alone with his thoughts rather than pouring out all his feelings to the others. He trusts them, he really does, but he feels bad whenever he opens up, so he opts not to. Keeping things to himself is something he was pretty good at, so he’s going to make use of this skill.